The Fergusons

Long Update.

2010-07-08T16:51:00.000-07:00

OK so my baby is 2 months old today and I can't believe it's taken me this long to update! Let me just say I have been so busy!! This is going to be a LONG update so feel free to skip around :)

Birth Story:

The Monday before my induction I went in to my last check and and to have my membrane sweep to try and get things moving along. This worked with Alex the first time but took forever and I still had to go in for my induction and have pitocin the whole time. Alex's labor was very hard... and I was praying this one would go well.

I went in, in the afternoon and everything check out I was dilated to over 3cm, 90% effaced and baby was -1 station. She did the membrane sweep and it didn't feel so wonderful.. but then again it wasn't suppose to. Luckily John went with me and was able to drive us to lunch at Tommy's Burger. About 15 min later I started to have contractions, I was uncomfortable but not too bad. We ate, I called my friend Rachel (who did my birth photography she's amazing BTW) and her partner and my other friend Crystal to update them. John and I then went shopping for the last few thing and I went home to relax. At about 5 I picked up Alex from my friend Jami who was watching him and hung out with her when I started to feel really really bad. I was nauseous and light headed and lucky John was coming home early to hang out with us. We were suppose to go see Toy Story 3 but I had a feeling that was out of the question.

Alex and I left Jami's and went home to find John waiting for us. I laid down on the couch while the boys went to go get food and started to feel REALLY sick. I called JOhn telling him he had to come home because I didn't think I could take it much longer and wasn't able to time contractions because I was once again having back labor. Once he got home I called John's mom to have her sister (John's Aunt) come over to help watch Alex. Luckily she was able to and we headed to the hospital. It was about 7pm then and when we got there they check me in right away.

I got all hooked up and checked and hadn't actually made an progress. I was SO bummed, they gave me a little over an hour to see if I would make progress and John and I sat back and talked. I was contracting about every 8-10 mins and we were joking of how stupid it was they wouldn't just admit me and I'd have to get up at like 6am the next day to be induced.. Well when they came back to check me, and noticed I'd made progress. I was fully effaced, dilated to over a 4 and Nick was engaged. WOO HOO! I was being admitted to have a baby at 9pm! My contractions really started to pick up then, and things started to move along.

By 10 I got an epidural because I was getting uncomfortable.. this was the part I was worried about. With Alex my epidural only worked on half my body and i had a horrible delivery. This time it was amazing... I was numb but not too numb and I felt great. Only bad side was my blood pressure bottomed out at one point because I wasn't laying on my side. But after that everything went smoothly! At 11pm I was dilated to a 6 and they decided to break my water to move things along. It's funny because it took them 10 mins to break my water, they had such a hard time because the sac was so tough (they said that was a good thing). It was kinda a weird situation because it was a male doctor helping (I'm all about my OB she's amazing and we know her personally). Finally it broke and everything stalled. Awesome.

I was so upset because I was so ready to have this little guy! I had finally called Rachel to show up to be here to do the birth pictures and I was sitting at a 6! Yikes! It was about 1245am then and they decided to give me some pitocin to see if it'd give me an end kick. I had the pitocin for about 10 maybe 15 mins and right around 120am I was complete. Seriously that fast I couldn't believe it! I then waited for my doctor to get there and to start pushing. It was intense and exhausting but so worth it because at 1:59am Nicholas Anthony Ferguson was born!

He weighed 8lbs 1oz and was 19.5 inches long and had a head full of thing hair :) I am SO lucky to know such an amazing photographer and friend that documented my birth. Here is a video/slide show with the images. :D

Here is the link: http://video214.com/play/AF2gAqaScTefFTu1b2IodA/s/dark

I cry every time I watch the video, the song everything is perfect! My birth experience was amazing with Nick and having the pictures to watch make me want another baby already! I came home about 24 hours later and it was SO nice to be home! The entire time after Nick was born he maybe spent 2 hours in the nursery. He was so wonderful and slept the entire time and cuddled I just couldn't send him away!

I've been breastfeeding exclusively for 2 months now with NO problems, other than getting thrush but no big deal. Nick has been a great eater and is doing wonderful. Alex adores him and loves helping in every way. He loves holding his brother and giving him kisses. I feel so blessed to have such beautiful boys.

We also did 4 days on newborn pictures. I have so many different poses and styles it's crazy.. I thought I'd post my favorites, I still have my own to edit but haven't had time so here are some from Rachel and Crystal. :)

Ok that was more than a few but seriously I couldn't pick just a few. He was an amazing model and baby! I mean seriously how do you pick your favorites?

Now he's two months old and teething just like his brother did. Really where did the time go? I'm so sad! Now I need to post images of Nick's nursery cause i think I did a pretty awesome job and then print some huge canvas prints to stick of him all over the place!

Here is a recent family picture of the two boys aren't they adorable?

I'm now working on my photo biz and getting ready to rent a studio space and re-vamp everything. I am SO excited! And will be working more! Thanks for hanging around and reading all this. I promise to update more frequently!

Shucks.

2010-06-18T10:37:00.000-07:00

Well, this will probably be the last time you hear from me as a mom of 1. I figured I'd update everyone on our life over here before I have a new baby at home and no time to update my blog. Just preparing you for the worst case ;) I promise to at least post pictures before of Nicholas for all of you non-facebookers. You guys gotta get on facebook! PLEASE!

John and I had our birthdays which were a ton of fun! It's funny because we were talking about how we celebrated our birthdays before we got married and before we had Alex and we couldn't imagine not spending it together as a family! John's birthday we went out to dinner at his favorite restaurant and he got to shop until he dropped! he bought some new clothes which he was excited about! For my birthday we took Alex to Pirate Island to play and enjoyed walking around the mall trying to find me a gift. I secretly have been holding out for the iPhone 4 so now since it's actually here that will be my gift! We had such wonderful birthdays!! I love just being together as a family!

Alex playing at Pirate Island! He loves Pirates!
Life has been nice but busy, the time has been flying sadly and I'm now down to 4 days left until I get to meet this little boy. I'm actually quite nervous and anxious all in the same moment. I keep joking that it would be so inconvenient if this baby showed up before next Tues. Not only do I have everything planned out for Alex when I go in next week to have Nick but everything is planned out with John and family and well everything! If Nick tries to show up early I'm pretty sure I'll have to go to emergency plan! I'm a woman of plans and order and I still haven't learned life doesn't always happen the way you want it with kids!! Luckily I have Alex in an amazing daycare run by my friend and our friends in our neighborhood are willing to help. Lucky right?!

My doctor keeps telling me I'm going have this baby any day now and I keep begging her to be wrong. At my 38 week appointment I was 3cm, almost completely 100% effaced and he was engaged and ready! I have way to much to do this weekend, and it's like I lost my HUGE to-do list from a few weeks ago and out of no where found it right before I'm suppose to have this baby! I blame my pregnancy brain for all of this, and thus why I have paid all my bills up until the end of July so I don't screw that up! Nesting has finally come back in full mode and on top of it all I'm sick fun right? You can see me organize the most random things, cleaning like crazy and in the mood to toss everything out. I will say my amazing husband did finsih my little to-do list for himself!

Alex seems to be realizing that something is about to really happen, I have to admit he's a pretty smart kiddo. And def. wants to be in the loop of things. It's funny how he asks questions and I'm glad communication has really picked up since we started daycare. For the most part he's able to express himself in a pretty good manner, but not to say we don't have our days. It's funny to hear him speak in sentences because he doesn't sound like a 2 year old! It's like he's a little man! I've actually been spending a ton of time with him also lately. It just feels so crazy to think it won't just be him anymore.

He loves the playground and could probably spend hours there!

He's also ready to potty train now and I'm the mean ol' mom who isn't letting him. He's been going on the potty before bath time, but I can't even imagine starting potty training with a newborn right now. I'd hate to see him regress back into diapers, and I hear if it happens starting over is a nightmare. But he sure does like to beg me to use the toilet anywhere we are and tell me when he's gone potty and when he's "all dun". I feel like a bad mom sometimes because I don't want him to be ready! Ok I do... but really?? Give me a few more months kid!

He loved playing at the Gateway where the water shoots up!

He's also loving the summer weather. We spend a lot of time at the pool, driving his jeep around and playing with the dog and his friends outside. It's cute and a lot of fun, I hope to be able to keep him really busy even when I have Nick here. Luckily we have the zoo, a pass to the aquarium, and a pass to Thanksgiving Point to go to the farm, gardens, and dino museum. As active as Alex likes to be we'll be doing a whole bunch of activities this summer!

John is getting ready for some major things to go on with his company, which seems to ironically happen right before this baby arrives. But more projects and work are always a good thing for John he loves being busy. I keep reminding him 2 kids at home will keep him very very busy. I'm glad he's good at what he does and thriving, I'm lucky to be able to stay at home and enjoy life so much and do my photography!

Last week I went and did maternity pictures with two of my favorite photographers. They made me look gorgeous and we of course had a blast. I can't wait to do birth and newborn pictures with them, I'm so excited to be honest. I also will be taking pictures of Nick myself also. Not that I will ever be a newborn photographer but I'd love to practice on my little guy.

Other than that we're good and I'm just playing the waiting game until next week! I just want a happy and easy delivery :)

You mean I can't have my cake and eat it too?

2010-05-24T21:29:00.000-07:00

I have to admit that I have had a blog post planned for weeks, I just haven't been able to actually do it. The last few weeks have literally flown by and I can't believe I'm getting so close to having this baby! It's kinda scary to be honest, and I'm hoping to find a way to slow down the next few weeks as much as possible because I've had such a great 2 year old and I'm going to really miss it just being him. I mean who wouldn't love a child who sleeps from 830-10 and takes 2 1/2 hours naps? And he's just a big help! Oh I forget how lucky to have him sometimes!

My favorite photo of my son, gosh it just makes me smile
So what I've been up too... wellI had an amazing beauty/fashion photography workshop I attended and had an amazing time. I am still editing the images and trying to deal with CS5 at the same time which is slowing everything down. I have a ton of images to edit, and I must say that fashion/beauty photography is a true passion of mine. If I wasn't married with a family I'd def. be traveling the world doing that for a living. I felt for the last few months even with clients that I've been in a slump with my work. After that workshop it just all came back to me! I felt completely re-energized to do all kinds of new things. Now if I wasn't only 35 weeks pregnant.. crap. ;)

This was Alex at the end of every day
After that amazing weekend we packed and headed of to Disneyland which was a BLAST. Alex had an amazing time, and I scored an amazing hotel DIRECTLY across the street from Disneyland. I got the whole trip at a great bargain, and even though I wasn't happy in the beginning at buying Alex his own seat it was the BEST THING EVER! He was so wonderful, and because he was I'm pretty sure we're planning to go back down in October from when the change the park over. (Please excuse the fact that I only have cell phone images, too lazy to upload from my camera :)

Alex got to sleep with us (which never happens) because the crib the hotel provided was well, too small for Alex. Hey enjoyed the king and all the pillows!
Alex had a few favorite rides like the train that goes around the park, Pirates of the Caribbean, Winnie the Pooh, and Small World. We rode everything but those were the rides that never got old for him. Some of the other kiddie rides just weren't as exciting to him! We had so much fun we ended up going for 4 days instead of 3 and stayed right up until our flight. I never imagined how fun he'd have but, wow it was worth every bit.

Me on the other hand, well I did pretty well. My feet did hurt but I did a ton of work in hopes of going to the doctor next week and finding out how much I've progressed! I rode everything Alex rode, and it was so a great time. John really enjoyed himself too, it felt so wonderful to be able to get away and have one last family get together as 3 before Nick shows up.

Alex loves playing with his trains, seriously they are his favorite toys!
Now after I came home was a different story. I must start off with saying that I'm not the typical pregnant women with the typical pregnancies. I have all kinds of issues and I promise you my body does not like me in general, but while I'm pregnant I'm pretty sure it hates me. I started having all kinds of contractions and hardcore migraines since I got home. And we're all hoping and praying I make it to 37 weeks. I personally would be happy to wait much longer, like until my induction date, but we'll see. I just love how you forgot the bad things about pregnancy very quickly. :)

He thinks it's hilarious to steal my iPhone.. and claims to everyone "My Phoone.. MINE!"
Other than that, I'm doing great, Nick is completely set up so if he showed up I'd be ready to go!! I decided to try gDiapers this time instead of disposables (many many reasons and none involving the environment.. well maybe a little), and got my last order of stuff in the mail for the adventure!! I also set everything up for breastfeeding. I'm so pumped and have an amazing lactation consultant ready to work with me once this baby gets here. If a few people didn't know I have a hormone deficiency that makes breastfeeding nearly impossible and something my body just doesn't like me to do. I'm doing everything to prove it wrong this time and make it work. I'm excited, even though I know it's going to be hard work I know I can do it!!

I also re-scheduled my baby shower for July since I've been so sick and having issues. A wonderful friend of mine set it all up as a sort of surprise, and with everything going on we decided to wait until after Nick shows up. So it will be nice to have it in July so everyone can meet Nick and it will be a cute get together with all my friends and family!

Isn't he just the most handsome man ever!
My amazing husband's birthday is in about a little over an hour and I must confess how much I love him and how wonderful he is. He does such much to provide for our family and give us everything we need. I'm grateful to of married my best friend and I love him so much!!! I can't believe our birthdays are already here!! We spent all day yesterday buying John his gifts and since we never usually get to shop for each other (we're hard to shop for.. or more like he is) we had so much fun!! Alex was a trooper too, and lately he's really been enjoying time with his dad.

Me a little over 33 weeks pregnant, I need to take a new one I only have about 3 weeks left!
We also had Girl's Night which between that, Bunko, play dates, Alex in daycare all the time is going so fast! I'm really sad I've been trying to do everything to keep busy when really I shouldn't have!! Now we're getting ready for a big "Day out with Thomas" for next weekend and to spend some time with family for Memorial day and enjoy my birthday! Gosh why does 22 feel so old? It's so funny to think I've been married just about 4 years and will have 2 kids. :)

Gosh I'm lucky!

Countdown time

2010-04-27T11:12:00.000-07:00

It's been awhile since I've posted and I thought it was time for an update. We had a really fun Easter, Alex got a ton of toys and candy from the Easter Bunny and really enjoyed stuffing himself all day with tons of candy! He's definitely been helping me out a lot around the house lately to get ready for baby tater-tot to make his debut. It's cute to see Alex try to sweep and pick up his toys and his "attempt" to do laundry.

Alex likes to "cuddle with baby" as he tries to say. He just lifts my shirt up and plops down
Alex started daycare about 2 weeks ago, he goes 2-3 days a week for half days and is having so much fun. It's fun to see the things he is learning and how much more he has to say about things. I really like that he has some thing to keep him busy in between play dates and activities! He's always wanting to be busy and doing something just like the day he was born so this has been a great experience for him. And to be honest for me, since I have a lot to do before this baby comes.

It's starting to feel a bit surreal to know that I have less than 8 weeks until I have another baby at home!! Luckily, Nicholas' room is all set up except for a few things that need to be hung and getting the last few essentials. John got so much done in one week it was almost scary!! I was starting to get worried and he knocked almost everything off my "baby list" in one weekend!!

We painted the baby's room which was a task all on it's own, and I will say that I have no desire to ever take wallpaper off the wall again, paint or anything involving major hard labor while I'm pregnant!!

The office set up downstairs and it's nice to say I have my own working space that I'm not sharing with other stuff. (aka John's shoes/clothes/stuff) It's like my own little place to go down and get work done, and on top of it all it's right by the playroom so Alex can keep busy if I'm on a deadline.

We have this thing about keeping or collecting empty boxes around here and since I order a lot of things online the boxes pile up VERY quickly. It was nice to get rid of a ROOM full of them and have the extra space!!

Also we bought an entire year of food storage, so we had to set all the shelves up in or "cold room" because John is so worried about it flooding. It's nice to feel prepared since before that we had nothing at all.

John set all the furniture and was actually excited to do it. Not that there was much that needed to be done other than assembling the crib and putting a few bolts in the glider but it felt so real to know there is gonna be a baby in there soon! I will say John and I had a horrible time getting the screws for the glider in, and John has made me promise that if we ever buy furniture again we will have them deliver and assemble it. So much for me trying to be right about us doing it ourselves!

Oh^^ I promise to post pictures of Nick's room here soon. I went in to take photos and the weather is horrible and almost no light outside to get some nice photos in there. That and it's still a bit messy. :)

All I really have left is to do the garage and get the cars detailed.. I know sounds lame right? Because I know the baby is going to come home and say "Oh mom, the garage looks wonderful" or "I'm so not getting in a dirty car mom". But there is SO much junk that is ready to go get donated from the garage and I want more room to store Alex's outside toys in the garage! His jeep was in the house for 3 weeks and I just couldn't take it anymore! That and my cars are filthy.

We went and did a 3D/4D ultrasound of Nicholas and were surprised to hear this little guy has a good amount of hair! I don't expect much but something is definitely better than nothing! Oh how I would love to have a newborn to photograph with a full head of hair. We did the 3D/4D ultrasound with Alex and much to our surprise the two look very similar. I'd be so excited to see a little mini me of Alex!

I really loved seeing him smile and his big lips... gosh I can't believe I'll be a mommy to KIDS let alone BOYS! I'm so excited!!
I feel like I'm really in countdown mode now. The next 8 weeks are really busy for us with photography workshops, disneyland trip, a wonderful friend of mine throwing me a shower (I was so surprised when I found out!!), John's birthday and mine! We're also planning to go camping and do two different trips to see the Heber Creeper, and Thomas the train! I'm actually really glad we have so much going right now because I want this time to fly! I just can't wait to meet this little guy!

I've been having some girl's nights lately and a few bunko games and John and Alex have had their "special time" together which I think Alex really loves. This is the court side at the Jazz vs. Suns game
I feel really crazy considering camping and disneyland, but I don't think we'll be making any trips until the baby is a few months old and we really want some special bonding time with Alex before the baby shows up. With me busy trying to get some work done and John who works all the time, I don't want Alex to feel even a little bit left out.

The joys of being a boy.

2010-04-02T21:05:00.000-07:00

Alex's party was a definite hit. It included "burgahs", "cahake", and an awesome bounce house which was the hit of the party! We were so happy to have so many friends and family show up! For some reason about 20 mins before the party started I thought no one would show!! But luckily they did and the presents....oh how there were so many awesome presents. My child was royally spoiled!

John Cena and well my John! It was funny to see they were the same size! John never believed me!!
John had actually been out of town all week and got the chance to fly home on the morning of Alex's birthday. On top of it all John got the best flight.. not only did his plane get delayed because of "failure issues" scary right? He also got to fly with the entire WWE RAW Wrestling team. Absolutely hilarious since I use to watch them as a teenager! But he did show up and made it early to surprise Alex who had missed him dearly. Alex absolutely adores his dad, and it's so cute to see how excited he gets when daddy comes home.

Alex playing with some friends in the bounce house
Alex really had a blast with all of his friends, and when cake time came around he was VERY excited. He'd been asking for his cake ALL DAY and was so thrilled to be able to have it. He blew his candles out with the help of his balloon and was then very ready for presents. He got so much stuff it's just way to much to list. All I can say is I don't want another toy entering my house anytime soon and I actually sent a ton over Libbie's for everyone to enjoy. (I just don't have enough room!) I sad;y don't have Alex's birthday on my laptop since my iMac has been taken apart in our "mini move".

Alex's favorite thing to do and play with his train.. I seem to catch him up there a lot
Now the "countdown" for baby Nicholas to arrive is on, I know that the next few weeks are going to fly by and I'm not looking forward to it as much as I am so excited to meet him. All the major big things and small have been purchased, I have completely cut myself off from buying any more clothes for this kid! Both boys are set for summer I just keep thinking it's going to show up here soon, I'm so use to Texas weather and April and May being nice. Nope.. not here in Utah.

I really have my focus on cleaning/making room/organizing. I was so ready for Alex to be here by the time I was 30 weeks pregnant and I'm so not ready for Nicholas! I haven't done much up until the last few weeks and now feel pressured to get it all done!

I feel like when I'm pregnant I'm OCD nesting on steroids. And with John working so much I feel like my list might never get done and am trying to find a way to stretch the weeks out! Why can't there be more than 24 hours in a day?!

So far on the list....
-I've packed our office and moved almost everything out. (except for desk and bookcase)
-Packed HALF yes half of my closet up to make room for John and moved his clothes from the office over (yes I had the whole master closet to myself.. what can I say I love clothes) I sacrificed for him... it was hard I will not lie.
-We recently bought a whole year of food storage and a few 72 hour packs and got that moved down stairs after 3 weeks
-Turned storage room into office AKA move storage to another empty now completely FULL room
-Ripping wall paper off.. I HATE WALLPAPER. It's just a middle strip but it's a pain to get off.. it's not a task I wish on anyone but I am almost halfway done.

Then we'll paint and set the furniture up! I'll unload all of Nicholas' stuff and I'll be done with that. I'm sure I'll go into full scrubbing mode then but hopefully I can find someone to do a large deep clean on our house because I just don't feel like I do a good enough job! That and I'm sure I will try to unload more junk we have around here, even with Alex I made John get rid of so much junk we acquired! I really hate clutter!!

Alex is getting excited for the baby, although I'm not quite sure he totally gets it yet. He loves seeing other babies and talking to them, and when I tell him we're doing something for his brother he always asks to help. He even comes and hugs and kisses my belly it's so sweet :) I'm sure he won't be 100% excited to lose some attention when the baby shows up but he sure likes the idea right now!

But before all this birthday craziness I was sick while John was out of town. I had a lovely kidney stone and I definitely had a bad few days. I ended up in L&D to check on baby and monitor contractions and everything ended up ok. I'm just grateful to have such great family to help and a wonderful little boy who understood!! John felt so bad he wasn't able to be there he sent me 3 dozen roses. It REALLY made my day, and I just had to share how great of a husband I have!

Other than that we're enjoying the bizarre weather here. One day it's beautiful and the next day it's snowing. I'm just ready for spring and playing outside!! Alex has so many fun outside toys and we've been locked up and not been able to use them!

I'm Twwweoo!

2010-03-21T10:26:00.000-07:00

That's Alex's way of saying he's two. I seriously can't believe I'm even writing this post.. where did 2 years go so fast? I mean really, I remember the day he was born like it was yesterday and it's so unreal to me that now he's grown so much and gotten so big. I will say this, Alex has been a huge blessing in our lives. He brings so much joy and excitement and has such an amazing happy spirit. Even when John or I are having a not so great day he always seems to make it better and knows exactly how to cheer John and I up!

I will admit I haven't had much time to plan for his party. I actually feel really bad because I've been so busy with other stuff!! But his party is today and we invited the whole family that live around us and a bunch of his friends! He's got some pretty cool toys to open, and I will admit we're even ready for Easter around here! Long story short while I was out of town John bought Alex a bunch of birthday stuff not realizing I bought him stuff too :) So his basket is full, all we are missing is chocolate and eggs!

Alex's Accomplishments in the last few months...

-He's developed a VERY large vocabulary in the last few weeks and is saying things and repeating us all the time!!
-He likes to help out around the house.. feed the dog, put dishes in the dish washer, and sweep the floor (which isn't the best but hey I will take what I can get!!)
-Open/Closing all doors, climbs on everything and gets what he wants when he wants. (climbs in the pantry for "cookiees")
-Brushes his teeth pretty well by himself, he even reminds me when it's time!
-Starting to put his clothes on with less help and likes to pick his "outfets" out.
-Has an opinion about everything! And defiantly has no problem announcing it."nu uh.. uh huuh.. oh yea"
-Is much more independent in things he likes to do, especially eating, cleaning up, and quiet time.
-Very curious about the potty... but we haven't gone there quite yet. Even taking the diaper off!!
-Loves sports already and everything about throwing, catching and dunking <-- daddy loves this one :)
-Talks about the animals and different thing they say, along with greeting them. (moo, woof, bahkak, ooink)
-Is completely obsessed with his "choo choo" he lives for that thing!
-He's a very outgoing to people (which is sometimes scary) he always wants to talk to and play with kids and adults he sees!
-Has a ridiculous good memory and never seems to forget when we tell him "latar" or in a "leetle bit"
-Enjoys going up and down the stairs and thinks he's a "beeg boie" for being able to!
-Knows most of his body parts like "nose, eayah, foot" and what we do with them

And it could go on.. seriously are they suppose to be this much older and more developed at JUST two. Where did my baby go... :( it just feels so weird to think that he's getting big and changing more every day!

My favorite is that I can really understand him, I'm pretty sure I'd loose my mind otherwise. His enunciation amazes me, it definitely makes him sound more grown up!

But I love making this day the best and most special day ever, because it's something Alex's doesn't have to share. It's his day :)

Ooops.

2010-03-02T10:25:00.000-08:00

It's been a really really long time since I blogged. Now being almost 3 months behind I have SO much to update, I want to make this short and sweet without making it too long. And excuse the photos, they're from facebook and our phones. All my gear is packed up for my trip :)

He really loves trains, it's so cute
December flew by and Christmas came and went and Alex got spoiled AS USUAL. He got so much "choo-choo" stuff he didn't know what to do with himself. He plays with everything amazingly but I'm sure if you came down into or movie/play room you'd be appalled at how many toys a 2 year old ONLY CHILD has. I just remind people he will soon have a sibling :) in which he will get to share with. John and I also went to Phoenix for a week and it was so nice to get away from the frigid weather!

His favorite thing to do when we go to Ikea

He loves to kick back and watch a movie in the car
January was an exciting month for us, we found out we were having another BOY! I would of announced sooner but they weren't quite sure until recently. Can I just say how excited I am?? I really wanted a girl before we started trying.. and to be honest when I was pregnant I knew I'd be happy with either. It kept ringing in my brain that another boy would be wonderful and then when we went in we got the news!! We're so excited to have to boys to be brothers. Alex will make a wonderful big brother!!

More train riding while shopping in Dallas, anytime we see one we must ride!!

This is a picture of the the over 10 inches of snow we got in DALLAS. Which I got to drive home in from Houston.. so not fun!
February was my big trip to Dallas/Houston! I spent over 2 weeks there and had a ball. By a ball I mean I ended up shipping 10 boxes home from things I bought! It was like a mini Christmas all over again! I got to see family in Houston which was so nice since I have missed them all! John and I had an amazing V-day weekend with him flying down and us having the weekend to ourselves with no babies and a trip to the NBA All Star game he'd been talking about for weeks. It was a blast. I miss my family so much already but we were definitely ready to be home!

My son Mickey, he's been wearing his ears non stop and talking all about "Mickee" and hinting another trip to Disneyland to Daddy
March feels even bigger and busier! Alex is turning 2, and boy by the looks of it you'd think he was 3! I'm behind on planning his birthday but it will be a train party for sure! He already has an idea of what he is getting since we had him "test it out" and he's pretty excited about it! My little man is getting so big and growing up to fast for me now. He's got about a 65 word vocab (is that sad I keep count??) and using small sentences now daily. I feel like every day he learns at least 5 new words and whether he remebers them or not he sure likes to repeat them to me! He's really good at enunciating and is pretty understandable which makes life some what easier. He's mastered walking up and down the stairs, asks a ton of questions, and doing so much more. Maybe I'll have an excuse to post again with all the things he's doing and him turning 2!

When he wants to read, there is no stopping him! He'd read for hours if I let him!
I leave for Vegas for a large Photography convention this weekend, and get a 6 day no Alex or John time. Something I am sure will be fun, but I know I'll miss my boys so much!! John then leaves for a whole week to Phoenix, and I'm fighting the urge to go down with him to enjoy some nice weather!!

April and May are going to be more traveling and really getting ready for this kiddo! All the large purchases have pretty much been made except for making the very difficult decision on a double stroller! I just don't feel rushed this time around, but I am glad I decided on furniture, and a REALLY nice glider since we lived in ours with Alex. But things as far as decorating have been slow, I don't feel rushed to paint and set up his room, or reorganize. I can say this though, I've realized that I non-stop nest. Regardless of baby or not I'm a clean freak! I can't help it.. my house never feels clean!

I've also become obsessed with etsy. It's addictive, and I can't even explain how much I love to shop on there. It's like ebay on crack for me without the bidding! It's given me all kinds of ideas to decorate the baby's room and do some fun things with Alex's. I wish I could sew and learn how because there are so many fun things to make and do! I guess for now I'll be paying others to do it for me :)

Here I am 6 months pregnant! I really don't feel small at all!
We also decided on a name for little one. Nicholas Anthony Ferguson.. he'll be here Mid-June and I have to go in and get my due date fixed since they've moved it up and plan on inducing me. Yippeee!! It'll feel good to have a date and be able to be prepared!

Anyways that sums it all up. I really hope to blog more... I've been bad and I should keep it going for the few that read and don't have facebook!!

What.. a blog? huh?

2009-12-02T16:16:00.000-08:00

I need to start out admitting that I've been writing this blog post for oh let's say 3 1/2 weeks?? I'm bad at getting things done.

Ok, It's official I don't blog anymore. I'm not even doing great with my photography blog right now, because I have about 10 sessions to post. Thank goodness all my clients have received and seen their sneak peeks and images. I feel like I've been neglecting all of you too! I love reading everyone's blog, and I'm sure mine is fun from time to time but seriously I just don't want to blog for some reason? Oh well maybe I will get back into the swing after the holidays.

Much promised Halloween pictures, isn't he the cutest Lion ever!!

Well on the upside life is pretty great here, and I'm grateful.

Alex is changing so much.. I hate it to be honest, he's so much more independent! He really enjoys doing things for himself like feeding and other random things, he's really curious about the potty (not getting my hopes up) and he's using simple word sentences from time to time which has been quite nice along with his growing vocab. He's pretty much past his moan, whine, tantrum stage for asking for something and finally learning to communicate more. He's also a huge. Monster huge, I swear he's at least 35 pounds because it hit me like a week ago when I picked him up and almost dropped him. Oh and maybe the fact that I had to go buy him new clothes within a MONTH, I mean do some kids really have some clothing that must be 3T at his age? Ugh he totally got John's genes obviously!! He's also giving up the paci all on his on really. I haven't pushed much just like I didn't when he was turning one about the bottle but he's finally realizing he's a "big boy" and doesn't need it. He's SUCH a happy kid though, and so active I love it to be honest, he's climbing and jumping and and wanting to go go go all the time but he's so much fun. Why do they grow up again?

This kid loves the snow, and isn't happy when playing in it is over. He'd play out there all day if I let him!

He wanted to watch "teevee" on my ipod one day and was quite happy once I let him

John is a workaholic. :) But most of you know that and I didn't have to say that. He's been working so hard and is SUCH an amazing business man. I mean I don't know what I'd do without him and all the amazing things he is capable of. I feel so blessed because I know people out there struggling to even find a job right now, and I remember the days we had our own tough times. But it's so awesome to seem him just keep climbing the ladder and doing so well. I couldn't be more proud of him, and how he's such an amazing father. Alex simply adores him, and always asking what "daddy" is doing. Can you tell I'm a proud mom and wife? I feel so blessed really.

Me.. well I'm good. I've been working some, but with the holidays and travels plans we have a lot going on and the winter season isn't too busy. I'm dealing with getting my studio set up and other things done but they're kind of on the back burner. I've been doing a lot of outdoor shoots which have been nice. As far as pregnancy I'm great! To be honest I'm so excited to be pregnant! I'm still holding out on shopping because well, I hope to not go nuts to be honest. Baby shopping is addictive and new baby stuff is always SO fun! And other than all that I'm so excited that Alex will have a sibling, he absolutely loves babies. His favorite thing to do is to try and show everyone my belly, he'll lift my shirt and point at my tummy and go "Oh baybei... cool" haha so cute.

Ok enough bragging :) I think things are really about to take a turn in our lives now, our life is changing completely. I feel like we're on a new start, like I'm living this sort of new life in a good way. I'm just excited for the holidays to be here, we've got all kinds of fun plans!

It just feels so good to know everything is just right.

Surprise!

2009-11-02T23:42:00.000-08:00

So before the Halloween pictures and updates there is something I must share. I should of let you all know sooner, and I feel bad I didn't but the reason I haven't been around much lately is.... I'm Pregnant!! =]

Here is a photo from my phone.. you'd think I'd of taken something better but I was too lazy. I'm also so excited because this time around of course being a photographer I'm going to do maternity pictures! I did just newborns with Alex but I really think I'd love both this time.. =]

Anyways I'm keeping this short and sweet. =] I'll be back to post about Halloween soon enough!

So what's new?

2009-10-24T18:21:00.000-07:00

Don't ask how I'm blogging once in a few days right now I don't even know how! My life is so fun and crazy right now blogging should be the last thing on my mind! I've got 6 sessions to edit (maybe a few more but I'm fast!) and we're getting ready for Halloween here!

During the workshop (I guess it's still going on) this weekend Alex picked up a few new funny things. He turns the water on for the tub.. the kids loves baths a lot! It's his favorite time of the day I swear. He also like to close doors in the house, he can't quite open them (although he has the handles at the doc's office down they're the easy ones) he loves to lock you in and giggle and knock. His vocabulary is exploding I mean seriously he repeats us and almost always says it almost right. It's weird. Why is my baby talking so much? And GROWING! Ugh.. I just bought you clothes kid cute new ones and you're growing! Stop!! I can't handle it even if I buy them on sale at Gap! Your getting expensive!

Halloween in our home is getting to be a huge deal. Every year I notice it's more and more important. If you know my husband and you all do.. he's crazy over Halloween. He loves it, and this year he's going all out.. he's made some of his own props!! Seriously.. the guy has too much time on his hands sometimes! I will have to post pictures of all these things and his house but I think this year I'm the only one not dressing up!

I'm getting ready for another week long photography work shop in the early Spring. I'm so excited it's in Vegas and some of my close friends who are also photographers are coming! I can't wait to go we have big plans to do a huge photo shoot out there! There are some awesome places to shoot out there I just can't wait!!

And what else? well... I'm bad with pictures. Really bad.. I mean I should be great because I'm a photographer but all of our activities have been when it's dark and outdoors and you try to lug a 20+ camera bag around! We've been to Cornbellys 3 times now and Alex loves it so much!! Every time we go he loves to play on the bouncing bubble thingy and play on the slides and swings. For the last month or so every time we go to the mall he has to play in the play area! He's the kid you see going face first down the slide at the park or play places because he "adventurous" and laughs all the way down. I wish it wasn't getting cold here because he really loves the park!

Anyways... I promise to post Halloween pictures because I know it's going to be fun and crazy!

Man it's been crazy.

2009-10-22T16:35:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry I haven't been a good blogger my life is crazy and to be honest I love it! My photography is going fabulous and I couldn't be happier! My son is the most mischievous, talkative socialite ever (wonder where he gets that from)? My husband is so busy with work and his new ventures he's just happy to have time with us! Our family thrives on fun, upbeat energy I think! I love how crazy our life is, but I love our family nights and our date nights too!! I'm so lucky to have such a great sitter & great friends to help out and have their older kids sit for me!

Oh! Big news!! The photography blog is up!! Tell me what you think!! I want to hear from all of you =] Photography Blog

I'm sorry I don't any pictures to post, and you'd think since I am a photographer I would.. but sadly I don't take enough photos of my son!!

I have a huge workshop this weekend hosted by Ali Hohn who is now a really good friend of mine and I've kinda taken over to help host it!! Rock that OCF

Then I'm up to Idaho to see some special people! We've been trying to get together for like forever! Weather stay good please!

P.S. Just you wait Halloween is coming and we've got big plans here. BIG plans if you know my husband he goes all out and I will be taking photos =]

18 Months

2009-09-26T10:24:00.000-07:00

This is a seriously late post but better late than never! I can't believe my baby isn't a baby anymore, he's turning into a little man! 18 months already??!! I remember his birthday like it was YESTERDAY!! Alex is changing so much and is such a big boy now. A few of my favorite things he does:

He's a helper, he loves making huge messes but has learned to help clean up when he's done he is even seen doing it in nursery when it's time to leave.

-He gives the best hugs and kisses. He comes up to us like a million times a day to give us kisses and hugs he even pats us on the back when he's hugging us it's quite funny.

-He's a talker, the kid has a huge vocabulary and will talk your head off. He is a little socialite too. He's seen starting conversations with complete strangers almost daily! A few of his new favorite words are Moon, Go, Jesus, Church, Shoes, Yummy, and Buh-Bye, Ouch, Oh and Balloon the kid loves balloons.

-He holds our hand when we cross the street, learning to cross his arms during prayers, and feeding himself with a fork and spoon!! That last one is one of my favorites because he REFUSES to eat if we feed him!

-He's got a memory better than me. He associates things with certain places.. like the bank; he knows when we walk in because he asks for a sucker almost immediately.

-That boy can dance and dance and dance. He even gets all low and shakes his butt probably the cutest thing ever.

-He eats non-stop. The kid is growing like a weed, his 2t pants don't fit him! I mean seriously kid you're only 18 months stop growing! I can't afford you at the rate your going! He's once again off the charts at the doctor.. but seriously should I really be surprised my husband is 6'5.

-Trying to get the body parts down.. he know his eyes, ears, nose, and mouth but doesn't have the rest figured out. He thinks it's funny to point at them and laughs at himself a lot.

-He's definitely a photographer's child because capturing cute pictures of him is nearly impossible he only cooperates when being bribed.

His obsession started at 4 months..

-And he still to this day loves fans, he loves them since he was a baby baby
(notice my picture quality in that first one!)

-He asks tons of questions, his favorite is "what is it" and "why" kid could ask me questions all day if I let him!

-He's so happy and outgoing. I love it. He never has an issue meeting new people and makes friends easily. He's got a ton of friends in our neighborhood!! And a girlfriend... possibly future wife!

I have a shoot with my friend (she's a photographer too) and her daughter (Alex's future wife) and I'm bringing Alex and we're taking pictures of them both together. I've been waiting for the shoot to post these pictures but since I've been sick we've been having to reschedule! I can't wait to post them they're both 18 months!

Anyways... I promise to post more frequently since I've noticed no one checks the blog anymore. It's ok I still love you guys!!

Hello world.

2009-09-12T10:12:00.000-07:00

I'm really busy trying to get work done but I don't want to leave you guys hanging =] I'm going to be conjoining my family and photography blog and will HOPEFULLY have it up this week. I know I've been saying this for the last MONTH! But I've been working really hard being a photographer, mom, cook, maid.. etc. Thanks for your patients I'm sure you are really dying not hearing from me!

Highlights:

I got my logo & business cards designed and the girl who did it did a fabulous job, and I made a new friend!

I got a new camera that I was dying for... I feel like a real pro now, and John bought me the lens I've been talking about for months! My next plan is to get my studio set up! Christmas came early for me.. I don't expect Santa bringing me much this year!

We got new furniture!! So exciting since we've been married three years and never bought much. We got a new dining room table, a couch and two chairs for our sitting room, and a whole bedroom set for a deal. I love all the sales going on!! I feel blessed to have such a great husband!!

John is working so hard and hopefully going to have some wonderful things happen soon so keeps us in your prayers!!

Alex well.. boy he's a crazy boy. I won't say much because I'm going to do a 18 month post.. but he's changing so much! It's so crazy to me because he's such an outgoing talker. I love him so much =]

I tried to post a ton of pictures of Alex but blogger kept washing the colors out.. so here is just one!

And that is that.. I see a few of you want to see more pictures of the sealing I posted them all on facebook so just type in my email: leahferguson321@gmail.com and add me! Blogger takes way to long to upload!

I'm good at disappearing.

2009-08-22T10:18:00.000-07:00

So where have I been? I've been working, and doing all kinds of things. And on top of it all Alex has pretty much taken over everything. The boy is growing so fast, saying so much, and being such a crazy kid!

Alex is changing so much now; he's talking so much I can't believe it. A few of his favorites are: Juice, Moon, Car, Kiss, Opps, Yes, Dog, Hot, Balloon and other things. This isn't even half of the words... I just can't think of all of them to type! He's starting to try and climb out of his crib, and he's also really practicing walking up and down the stairs (scary!) He's also taken up coloring and loves his dog so much, they're best pals. (I'm not to fond of the dog myself.) He's also made tons of new friends in the neighborhood and really enjoys playing outside! I'm buying him a little tricycle next week and I think Santa might bring him a car for Christmas. I'm spoiling him rotten while I can get away with it! Oh and balloons frequent our house now.. like every single day. Kid can spot a balloon from 1/2 a mile away no joke and boy is he full of questions. I have a feeling he'll be reading encyclopedia at age 10 just for fun.

My photography business is going fantastic; I've networked with a few photographers who have become close friends. I've also been busy! I received my Christmas/Birthday/V-day/Halloween/St. Patty's/Just because I love you gift for the next few years. I'm all set up to be the most amazing photographer and I'm going to a big conference in March!! I can't wait... I feel so lucky to have a supportive husband to make my dreams come true!

John has been SO busy. He's got great things going on with his job and other business opportunities, somedays it's hard when he has to work late but he's good at what he does AND he's successful. I'm lucky to have such a smart husband!

Other than that, we're still trying to get settled in our house and my photography blog is almost done! I know I keep saying that!! It was going to be a blogspot blog and then I just decided to go hosting. Much easier, and I'm considering conjoining both blogs I can't do two right now! I'm just so busy I can't even think about talking about my life let alone blogging about it!

I knew he was the one.

2009-08-01T00:00:00.000-07:00

So this August 1st is going to be a very important day for us. It's our 3 wedding anniversary, and this year is a BIG deal we're getting sealed! I want to bring you guys back to how we met, and let everyone know how special John is to me not only as a husband, best friend, but an eternal soul mate. Some of you have heard this, some haven't but trust me my version is the real one... watch out for John's "version" he likes to alter it but you him that's just know how he is.

John and I first met back in February of 2006, at a club. I was out with friends having a great time and this tell dude comes up and out of no where stops and talks to me. Usually I would just totally blow guys like that off but I for some reason I just stood there and had a fun conversation with him! We talked for awhile until my old best friend was on the move and we decided to exchange numbers. He invited me to an NBA FINALS game Mavericks vs Lakers court side seats. We talked almost right up to the day and I ditched him.. I know stupid. I was an idiot. He still gives me crap for it to this day.

I'm one hot mama... aren't I?
But Heavenly Father wasn't going to let us stay apart, and I mean it. Out of a crazy chance at a different club a few months later we saw each other again. He actually texted me! He ended up calling me and I promised to keep a date with him. A week later we went out to dinner that lasted nearly 3 hours until the restaurant closed. I knew right then and there John was not your typical guy and I like that. He spoiled me and for no reason, always doing special things for me and making me smile. We started our card "tradition" where we'd buy cards and write love notes to each other.

He's a lot taller than me (1 foot and 1 inch to be precise) so I can always wear fabulous shoes and oh how I love shoes.
We continued to date and honestly spent almost every day together, scratch that every waking moment together. If it wasn't together we were on the phone for hours (by the way he hates talking on the phone) He took me on amazing fun dates and we never had a dull moment. (Still isn't with him) I knew are relationship was getting serious and I actually quit my job to come up here to Utah to meet his family! I was a little overwhelmed and didn't know much about the Mormon religion. I had such a blast meeting everyone and and that's when I started investigating the Church. How many people get to brag that their husband was their missionary?

After we got home from the family trip to Utah things got even more serious with us! I started taking lessons from the missionaries and we moved in together. One month later he proposed. I knew it was coming, I actually stole the ring! I knew after the second date I was going to marry that man to be honest. I don't think I honestly knew what true love was before I met John. We wanted to stick with the "tradition" that his parents did. He bought me a "mart" ring from Wal-mart to follow along when his parents met and how his dad wasn't letting his mom go! I still have that "mart" ring and I cherish it, but I have to say I LOVE my real wedding & engagement ring.

He always makes me laugh
The day he proposed he took me all over town on a treasure hunt, running me everywhere, putting blind folds on me and surprising me with all kinds of things! I knew something was going on when he got me a cell phone on his plane! lol He proposed where we had our first date playing putt-putt in a suit and cocktail dress and since I already had the ring he gave he a matching Tiffany's bracelet and necklace. Best day ever.. seriously.

Anyways.. we eloped. We decided we didn't want to wait a year or so. I wasn't letting that man go to be honest! After less than 4 months of dating I guess sometimes you just know right?

We make cute babies =] really really cute ones that give kisses and hugs

I mean really he's the most adorable thing ever!
Now three years later I feel like our love has just grown more and more. We inspire each other to do our best and follow our dreams daily. We have a beautiful child and I have a wonderful step-daughter. But I've learned so much for him and he's been so patient with me growing and changing. Because you know we're 11 years (11 years and 1 week to be exact) different right? He literally robbed the cradle =] John is seriously my second half, he always finishes a thought for me and it's like he reads my mind because we are almost always thinking about the same thing. You'd think our personalities would clash because we're so much alike but it's so nice to have someone that's always on the same page and thinks like me.

Isn't this the best picture EVER. It's priceless
This Saturday we're getting sealed to be an eternal family forever. I'm so grateful for meeting him and him doing the missionary work to be a member and be with him forever.

Oh ya.. I blog right?

2009-07-26T23:46:00.001-07:00

Ok well I have been busy.. I'm getting repetitive now I know. But the sealing is like 5 days away and I can't believe it! I'm so excited!

This is what is going on:

I'm finalizing all my plans for the sealing.. I keep forgetting the most ridiculous things. Guest Book.. Photos?? huh? I'm so excited it's coming but also glad it's almost over. It's stressful!

I've got my blog up and going!! I've been so busy shooting and I've loved it! I'll be posting the website in the next post to come once I go private!

Spending time with family because I love them so much. I can't wait to see most of you at the sealing!!

John's been working hard on some new business ideas, and helping me with my own business!

This boy loves balloons, would probably die for one. We always have to have at least one around!
Alex... oh wow Alex. For some reason I keep thinking he's been walking for 6 months.. don't ask but seriously 5 months now it amazes me! He's running, learning to jump, and actually learning to WALK up and down the stairs! He has a huge vocabulary when he actually uses it, and lately he's been asking "what is it" all the time and trying to practice all kinds of stuff. He's saying yes, no, go, bye, hi (a favorite), no (another fav), ball, juice, please, thank you, doggie, ballon (says that one funny), lemonade, eggie (for eggs), who is it, knock knock. And a whole bunch more I can't even list. He's also knocking on the door, helping mommy clean up, and learning how to whisper and be secretive. He loves to play hide and go seek with the dog and jump out and scare me all the time!I Almost time for a toddler bed too, that kid is trying to climb out the crib and out of his high chair it's killing me! I can't help but brag though, my baby isn't a baby anymore! And I know you all understand cause he's my first and I'm so proud of him!! =]

The climber
I'm so ready to get back to normal and be able to update my blog regularly! Oh and by the way I go private the end of this week! Get your email addys in, they don't post so don't worry I moderate!

It's been decided.

2009-07-21T01:16:00.000-07:00

We're going private, especially now that I will have a huge amount of traffic running through my professional blog. I just can't risk things happening with family photos since they're not copyrighted.

Also because I track you all. Yep even you crazies I don't know.. I see everything and some of you make me nervous.

Please email me leahferguson321@gmail.com, facebook me, or leave me a comment (I will make comments private and they won't post. You've got a week, and I want the blog stalkers to leave the comments. =]

I'm just stopping by.

2009-07-16T10:34:00.000-07:00

Well I just came by to let you all know I am alive, I have just been busy! I have a lot on my plate this month and I think after all of this I need a vacation.. a good long one.

I've been busy finishing my new blog, trying to get settled in this house, and getting ready for a big moment in our life!

Our move went well... lets just say not fun. The last people who lived here before us didn't take care of a home like you'd imagine. So we've got work to do, but all in all this is a wonderful home it's just a project. Which we both are willing to take on!

Our move.. went even worse. Lets just say our movers never showed and were very unprofessional. But on the good side we have a HUGE amount of help from our old ward and our new ward and saved $300 in moving cost. =]

I've been busy shooting 4-5 shoots a week on top of all of this! Don't ask how I do it, I don't even know but I'm tired! I'm sorry I haven't had time to update you all.. but please call me. ALL of you. Calling is always fun for me.. I miss you all.

I fired my nanny.. I just didn't get a good feeling about her. And she seemed forgetful. I'm looking for someone new as we speak!

I've been buying Alex new clothes since he is growing so much! He loves his new Gap PJs! I love Gap!

Oh and I love seeing family. Love it, them, every bit about it. The 4th was great and all of you that want to see a good show next year please visit my backyard for fun and a bbq!

Before

After

He looks like a little man now!
Boo bear got his first hair cut. He'd did amazing.. and he looks like a little man now. He is now talking more than ever I can't believe he's a talking machine now! He's climbing onto everything, oh and he's feeding himself with a spoon! Whoo hoo! He's saying all kinds of new words it would take me forever to type them all out, I'm just glad he's got a huge vocab! He's definitely got manners now though! He says please, thank you and excuse me! He also is learning to jump!

He has a blast climbing on boxes!
My dress is by far amazing.. gorgeous. Everything I ever wanted. I can't wait to wear it. Rachel is so amazing for finding me Jordan to make my dress.. I got everything I wanted and it was so affordable compared to the $5,000 I would of spent on the dress my ideas came from!

The other plans are finalized... hopefully everything will work out as planned. That's something I just don't even want to get into right now.

You'd think I'd post amazing pictures since I'm a photographer right? Nahh.. gotta appreciate my point and shoot too! Sorry there aren't a ton we had a mishap with our external hard drive.. it's a long story.

Oh and hopefully one of my best friends comes to visit.. oh yes you. you know who you are because I miss you oh so much.

My photo blog is done I just have a few bugs to fix.. look for the link here in a few days!

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

2009-06-23T15:14:00.000-07:00

Boy that was a mouth full wasn't it? I'm just a tiny bit stressed. Ok maybe a lot! I am so excited to move, actually we all are! Who doesn't want almost double if not triple the space to live in? I hate packing.. it's always a pain and I never enjoy it. But because I've moved a few times I've learned something. I started packing a week or two ago and it's completely helped a ton, and now all we have is our computers, beds and a few toys.

**There are no pictures.. sorry in advance. I just can't seem to want to edit/post pictures...?

But Father's Day was GREAT! John got spoiled more than I did on Mother's Day. Oh wait.. didn't we go pick up a dog named Lady for John and Alex on Mother's day? Lol, just kidding sweetheart I love you and you spoil me all the time! Any who, John got woken up and gifted with a digital picture frame he's been asking for, the Forever Strong movie.. and not to be forgotten his new Macbook Pro. Why so much?

Well, a few weeks ago we made the decision that we both need our "own" stuff. Look we're both Gemini's and SOMETIMES we're gonna bump heads. So we decided that we'd upgrade computers and get our own laptops. We both got Macbook Pros which we love (if you don't have a Mac we need to talk... seriously they're amazing) and now we're not having to play the sharing game. We both gotta do work ya know?!

Anyways.. other that.. that's it. Alex is a little anxious because he knows something is going on, but he's still telling me what he wants! He's talking like crazy and I'm really learning to understand the gibberish. He's also growing like a weed and we went to Gap the other day and he's wearing 2T in some stuff now! Gezz kid slow down a little PLEASE! I've also lost some weight surprisingly? I haven't been the best worker-outer the last week because of the move but I'm still dropping the weight. I seriously with it would stop because now my clothes that I actually LOVE are too big! I guess it's time for another baby eh?

My little talker.

2009-06-18T17:45:00.000-07:00

I told you I'd pop in from time to time, I know it's been a hard few days but here I am!

Ok so I've finally done it everyone! I've learned how to interpret the gibberish, and holy cow who would of known? Alex sure is talking and I was worried he wasn't! The kid has to say at least like 25+ or so words and as little talks with the dog and I daily. I really think he thinks Lady is another toddler and will respond back to her like I do. Cute little thing.

Mr. Mischievous
I heard him say about 6 things in about 2 minutes, does it just magically start? Because man the kid was just talking on and on lately and half the words I got and the other I haven't quite figured out. I mean he was like literally talking my ear off! He said yes, please, why, yum, more, and thank you! He's also gotten out of the "shy" stage and tells everyone hi. I hated that stage although it didn't last long and I hope it doesn't come back. He also doesn't seem to be clingy much anymore and that is the HARDEST part of this age and I'm so glad it's dwindling. I think it helps having a nanny, him being around other kids and going out to lots of places! Alex has also started making his own decisions and telling me what he wants.. seriously I thought I had a few more months or YEARS before that started! He's so funny though.. you gotta see it to believe it!

He's also picked up trying to swim sort of? He likes to flop around in the water and put his face under? Literally scared the pants off of me the first time, but he thinks it's fun and he gets the concept to hold his breath. Where does he learn these things.. Sprout?

Lady with her ears cropped
Lady is getting huge, this isn't to much of a recent picture but man she's big! I can't imagine her 70 pounds in a year or so!

Other than that you will all know me as a famous star here soon! lol I won't get into it TOO much, but lets just say I'll be doing some fun stuff in the next few weeks! By the way, my blog is almost ready.. I'll post on Monday the blog address, it's my temporary blog until my website is up!

Sorry this isn't long and exciting but I didn't want you all to think I'd forgotten you guys! Oh and sorry for the bad images, I can't ever seem to take fun pictures of those two when I have my camera out.

We're in the middle of moving officially... pray for me.

I'll be back.

2009-06-14T00:10:00.000-07:00

Ok, so I have some sad news to say... I'll be busy for the next few weeks and I might not get to blog. . . at all. I'm just preparing you for the huge hole in your life, I know you depend on my updates but don't fear this isn't forever. Good news is, are move has been pushed up and we'll hopefully be in our new place around the 27th of June. I've also been SUPER busy doing shoots, editing, being a mom, and a dog sitter. Oh and might I add packing?

I'm really trying to focus on getting my new blog up and going, especially now that I have shoots lined up all the time. But I promise when things are straightened out I will be back and I will run both blogs. Now I'm not saying I won't pop in and say hi and post pictures but my 3-5 times a week posts will be hold.

Just a little taste of what's to come**click for larger view
Just know that I love you all. It will be ok. Just don't call me at 2 am and beg for updates. Promise?

Get ready for my new blog though, it's gonna be sweet. That and I'm building a website and many other things, I'm just to excited.

Best Buds

2009-06-09T09:52:00.001-07:00

I had a great weekend this last weekend, I seriously love the weekends and can't wait for fridays to get here. John and I love to relax and hang out all weekend and be lazy! This last weekend was more eventful than the last few because I had 2 photo shots this weekend that went so well! I'm in the process of editing but I seriously had a blast with everyone! Also, I'm trying REALLY hard to have my new blog up and going by the end of the week, I know the waiting is just killing you all.

my two kiddos
Alex and Lady sure do love each other, those two seriously are so worn out by the end of the day! They both take naps at the same time too! Alex loves to play ball with Lady and this is how I caught the two of them all weekend. I never would of thought Alex would want to be that CLOSE to her.

Alex having a conversation with Lady

I think even though we've had our ups and downs with the dog, in the end she was totally worth it. Every single penny.

I got a new investment for my photography, I've been dying for another lens for my camera and since I'm still waiting to get my sb-800 back from Nikon. (It broke.. and it wasn't my fault!) Meet the 3rd love of my life Mrs. 17-35mm what an amazing lens!

Alex has been speaking a whole lot more lately, he now says hi to everyone, thanks us when we give him something he wants. Along with dog, door, yes (along with nodding his head yes) who is it, what is it and where is it. He's learned how to roll his eyes??? Don't know where that came from but it's hilarious, he also likes to spin around in a circle and fall on the ground when he gets super dizzy and he's now climbing onto everything. He tries winking but I don't think he quite has it yet and he also picks up the phone and says hello now, it's hilarious cause whenever someone calls he thinks it's for him! This age is seriously so much fun.

I'm also getting more excited for our move!! I can't wait to have more space, Alex's toys are everywhere! We also have someone who is renting our place, that's a huge relief because I was so worried we wouldn't find someone for some reason! We also met with the Stake President to get the last of our things finalized for our sealing. Sheesh... after a year I'm so ready!

Let's getting things going already.

2009-06-05T10:31:00.000-07:00

Hello, my name is Leah and my life consist of days that go non-stop and me trying to be a cook/maid/mom/photographer all a once. On top of all those wonderful things I'm planning my sealing and also trying to pack and move, I do believe at times I am losing my mind and might be on the brink of insanity. But no worries, today I am still normal.

I've been asked, and begged and also threatened to talk about what's going on with my sealing plans.. they're going good, I've just realized why the heck I never had an all out wedding the first time.

The Dress
Ok wait wait. hold it. This isn't the dress, it's a inspiration. I would die/kill/eat worms for that dress. I always have a knack for picking the most expensive thing in a collection without even knowing it. But on another happy note, I found the most amazing lady who's making my dreams come true for my **modest dress. I say modest because if I could have it my way I'd be wearing that strapless Pricilla of Boston^^ I've been drooling over . (THANK YOU SO MUCH RAE! I couldn't make this all possible without you!)

-The caterer, although sometimes flaky on calling me back they seem very tasteful. I just need to pick all the food out which I have a feeling will be a lot harder than I think. I might always well tattoo Mrs. Indecisive on my forehead.

-Have my color theme and invitations all picked out I love the black and white traditional colors (because it's better if it's plain and simple trust me), just need to get the final touches done to the invitations and have them printed. YES you read correct, printed because I am also a procrastinator.

This is the pattern =]
-Finding those perfect fun shoes to wear with the dress, who wouldn't want to wear a pair of $700 Jimmy Choo's. I would, but oh wait that's just not practical. I think about all the photography equipment I could buy with that..is that weird? Although they're not Jimmy's they're still fun and I can't wait to wear them.

-Got an amazing photographer who I can't wait to work with, I'm doing fun non-traditional pictures because I want to be unique! I mean when you spend countless hours reading blogs, coming up with poses and ideas why wouldn't you want your favorite of the two taken of you! Did I just rhyme? Wow, I'm on a roll..

-The reception hall was the hardest, I mean seriously over $2,000 for a room? That's with no chairs, tables or anything. Nope I'm not having it, because once again here comes Mrs. Practical who can dream and imagine that, that $2,000 buys her a d700. We're having it at a fun location, and most of you know. If not you'll see it on the invite =]

-Decorations.. I don't even want to go there. I wasn't even THINKING about this until my cousin's turn my world upside down and came up with amazing ideas. See, told you I'm losing it I mean how do you forget decorations? Seriously. I'm just lucky to have amazing family that have flawless style.

-Flower arrangements, well that's the only thing I haven't quite figured out yet. Let me re-introduce myself again, Mrs. Indecisive. I love orchids, they're to die for really.

Now, do you really have to wonder why I eloped?

All Mixed Up.

2009-06-03T09:00:00.000-07:00

Well the news we've had going back in forth for awhile has arrived. We're moving, yep it's true. John and I have talked about this for awhile and we've both actually had mixed emotions about it. We love our ward, and our callings but with us living in Provo and John working in Salt Lake the commute is to much on us. Beyond that I'm practically living at the doctor's office and it's messing with John's work schedule. We're moving closer to family, and closer to Salt Lake.

John is excited that it's a one story. Alex just likes that he has space to run around!
I'm sad but happy it will make our lives easier, I'm happy because it's a house and has a finished basement for my photography/home theatre. I'm sad because as much as I hate how small our place is, I have friends right across the street. I'm excited for a huge fenced back yard, but sad because I have to mow it and pick up poo. (I know you wouldn't to hear that last one) I keep going up and down about it but I know it's right because we prayed about it all. Sometimes you have to make changes to better your life even though you don't always agree.

Oh my how we've grown.. Lady is getting so big!
The one thing I'm not looking forward to is packing and moving. yuck. But I am already starting to pack and go through the basement I'm even considering have a garage sale.. a small one at least. Gotta get rid of the junk! If any of my friends or neighbors close by have an old boxes to spare they'd be greatly appreciated!

Could I even ask for more?

2009-06-01T10:10:00.000-07:00

I never know what to expect when my birthday comes around every year. Ever since John and I got married I find myself always getting so surprised when my special day comes. John and I are exactly 11 years and 1 week apart, surprising huh? He's over a decade older than me.. and I find it funny when people who don't know ask how we even got together let alone married. We'll I wont' go into that TOO much but I'm a lot more mature than most girls my age and well I just knew I was going to marry John after a month or two of dating.

My birthday weekend was AMAZING, I say that because John always makes me so happy and does everything to spoil me royally! Whether it be him making me breakfast, taking me to dinner, or buying me cute and fun gifts! I'm actually SO grateful John supports me in my photography business because that's mostly what I asked for, for my birthday. I got some AWESOME antique props for my photography, he tried to by me the lens I'd been literally drooling over for months but it was out of stock. (oh well that's what's online shopping is for!) I won't list everything since it was a lot, but I got a ton of stuff and I love it all! I am so shocked John got me everything I wanted! =]

But besides the gifts John and I decided to spend our birthday getaway up in Park City.. bare with me we had so much fun I forgot to take pictures! I dropped Alex off with Libbie (THANK YOU for watching him!!) and we made our way up to have sushi at the Flying Sumo since I love Sushi so much! Of course that didn't fill John up so we headed across the street to Prime Steak House where they were offering a 2 for 1 Entree and John totally got hooked up with Fillet and Lobster Tail. John ALMOST got the piano payer to sing me Happy Birthday, but I wasn't having it! We then went out for the evening and had fun talking about old memories and I was so pooped I feel asleep!

We woke up the next day and both slept in until 11am I don't remember ever sleeping that late! It's sure been awhile, Alex usually sleeps until at least 9 but never 11! It was so nice to wake up refreshed and not have Alex calling me down the hall or Lady whining to go out and go potty! I think I deserve a day like that more often! John and I then headed home and on the way stopped at this AMAZING Boutique that sold awesome antiques... and everything was 50% percent off! I bought a few great props and I can't wait to use them. I've been looking everywhere for adorable props!

After all that we went to go pick up the dog and Alex and I seriously drove it bumper to bumper traffic for 30 minutes and got maybe a mile until I jumped off the highway. I haven't had traffic like that since Dallas, it was irritating!! I spent some time trying to do a short shoot that I decided to continue next week and then John and I spent the rest of the evening cuddled on the couch watching the Discovery Channel. I know weird right? It's seriously all we watch, I love watching about nature and wild life it fascinates me.. I dream of shooting pictures over in Africa on all the beautiful creatures. Bet you never would of guessed that we watched that huh?

This is just here since you're about to see a ton of pictures at once (I couldn't forget pictures of my kinda cake!) I love Hotels even though I lost bad!

I woke up Sunday to my husband playing with Alex and taking care of the dog, oh and cooking me breakfast! I love when John cooks he is such an amazing cook, and it's always a treat to be able to have both of the kids taken care of and happy! We then went to church and tried to get in for our interview with the stake president but realized it'd be at least an hour with the line we were waiting in and headed over to John Sr. and Libbie's house for dinner! They made my favorite tri-tip and 7 layer bars! It was all SO good I felt spoiled! It's also a tradition in my family that everyone usually calls and tells you happy birthday, but every year my mom and dad tell me the story of how I was born. I know cheesy but I love hearing it especially when I miss them and I'm so far away! My Aunt who is like my second mom also called and every year she brags of how she saw me first! And finally my grandmother who is such an amazing woman never forgets to call me and wish me happy wishes and talk to her grandson! I feel like this day was so special you have no idea!

I really was enjoying myself I swear!

Yum!

Happy Birthday to me!
We enjoyed the rest of the evening yes again, watching Discovery Channel. I'm sad it's over but it was a wonderful birthday and I can't believe I'm 21. I can't even explain how different I look on life and how much I've changed. Boy, I wanted this day to come since I was like 15 and here it is.. here. And it just feels like another birthday but happier than I could of imagined.

He loves Grandma's golf balls SO much.

Here's a shot of what mos of the living and dinning area looks like.
Look at the mess boo made, Ok I helped a little. I so want one of those guns that shoot those discs, they're amazing!

=]

Finally Settled.. sheesh.

2009-05-29T11:49:00.000-07:00

Traveling really knocks ya out you know that? I mean I can't believe I went almost 2 weeks without blogging and then got all these posts in this week! I'm glad to be home and settled and I'm ready to prepare some future changes that will be happening around here soon. But I've been so busy now that we bought another car, I'm running errands all day trying to figure things out for our sealing.

The unforgettable face.
I haven't talked about Buster in awhile, I seriously love to update and tell people what he's doing! Alex keeps going through growth spurts which is driving me crazy, his 18-24 months clothes aren't so lose anymore and 2 pairs of shoes no longer fit. (Friendly reminder of why I should stop shopping now) It's so funny because lately I've had someone almost everyday ask how old Alex is and I always ask them to guess (because it's funny to see people's reaction) they usually say he's 2 when he's really 15 months. What can I say he's Jolly Green Giant Jr, and he sure eats like him too, the kid eats like a 4 year old folks. I'm out buying him more food every few days.

He's talking a whole lot more, he still has his days but he's been communicating a lot about what he wants and what his favorite things are like the dog, the sippie and the paci. (Don't ask, really please.. I know I said the paci was saying goodbye but SERIOUSLY he some how keeps finding them!) If I really sit down and try to have him say something more or less after a few times he'll say his "own" version of the word.

He's dancing, every time.. every where. It's so funny because all I have to do is say the word dance and he's off an running, that and he'll try and sing along! Also he's learned to maneuver around things, through them where ever to get where he's going. Climbing is becoming one of his new found sports. He likes to climb up the stairs, down the stairs.. onto the couch and chairs and into the cabinets and dishwasher. I really have to keep my eye on the kid more! I'm surprised he does all these things because I didn't walk until I was 16 months! (I was 5 weeks pre-mature) Alex enjoys running in circles and has picked up walking backwards.. he loves to do it for some reason?

He knows when we're talking about him and he actually runs over and gives us a little smile. It's so cute and I like to do it all the time just to see his reaction!

And something I can be proud of is he's starting to try and brush his teeth by himself, it's cute he suddenly doesn't like me doing it anymore. He also is helping me dress him and undress himself and from time to time "tries" to put his toys away. Gotta get him started early on chores you know!

He's got another best friend besides Isaac. Lady and Alex play all day long and they absolutely love each other, it's much nicer now that she's pretty much potty trained too! It's nice because at the end of the day they're both worn out and ready for bed and they're both nut up until at least 9!

His new favorite things, balloons I might as well buy a helium tank they make him that happy
Maybe I shouldn't wait so long to brag about my little one, there is just SO much new stuff going on all the time it just amazes me!

Other than that I've been busy doing photography and started a new blog, it's not up and going just yet but I will let you all know when it is! I hope you all have a wonderful weekend I can't wait for my birthday, it's just 2 days away!!

P.S. I promise to talk more about my sealing, I have so much fun things going on with it too!

Beach Boys

2009-05-28T08:41:00.000-07:00

Before we ended our trip we had to do two things that day, go to the beach for the first time with Alex and go spend some one one one time with Grandma O. She'd been so busy with the wedding we never got a real chance to see her and since it was her first time seeing Alex we had to spend a few hours of at her house!

Uh.. Where am I?
First the beach, when we got there I didn't know how Alex would react to the sand and ocean. Alex didn't really like the dry sand, I mean who would it's a total workout! I wish I could run on the beach everyday because just walking 30 yards was a struggle with my 20 pound camera bag! He loved the wet sand though he was grabbing fistfuls of it trying to figure out what the heck it was.

Did I ever say that I absouletly love the beach??

And the ocean, well surprisingly he loved it.. he loved being in the water that was actually quite nice after a few minutes of getting use to it. He ran around in it and almost tripped (wouldn't of been good with no towel) and then played with his daddy in it where he tried to splash him! I think Alex considered it a HUGE bath tub and was actually in tears when we had to leave.

My Boys.
Then we went by Grandma O's house to spend time with her before we headed to the airport. I really love spending time with grandparents, they're so wise and wonderful. I loved hearing all about John when he was little and looking at all the pictures she has! I LOVE pictures and all the memories that come with them, I got to see the entire Ostler family grow up. I'm considering grabbing a few for black mail in the future =] We enjoyed lunch there and Alex got to run around and chase Grandma's dog and see him spend time with Grandma. I think it's such a special thing when you're grandparents get to see their great-grand kids. I seriously left Grandma O's house in tears because I honestly hate saying goodbye to family, they're so special to me!

We then rushed to the car rental place to jump on a super shuttle.. yes super shuttle because the car rental place wanted $120.00 to drive us 20 minutes away ridiculous I mean come on that more than double what super shuttle wanted! Luckily we got there on time and then headed to the airport where we arrived seriously 2 hours early. We ate a good late lunch and then I enjoyed free internet for the rest of the time before we jumped on the plane. Remember how I said in the first Cali post how grateful I am to have John with me.. well he was amazing and took care of Alex most the time on the flight back. Even though we haven't taken the long vacation we've wanted it was nice to get away for a little while and enjoy family!

Disneyland

2009-05-27T10:30:00.000-07:00

Well isn't that enough in the title? It was Alex's and my first time and to be honest I didn't know what to expect at all. Matt & Katie joined us and we honestly had a blast, the lines weren't to bad and they were SO much fun. Alex really enjoyed himself, anyone who says babies can't enjoy Disneyland until they're two or three is wrong Alex enjoyed every minute.

Going into John's favorite ride Pirates of the Caribbean
So we go there in the morning and the parking was horrible I was really expecting at least 1 hour long rides and people bumping into me every few seconds, I was shocked that all the fun rides were about 30 minute waits and even though it was busy no one seemed to run into to me!

See that face, that's his "I'm not sharing so don't even ask" face
After awhile of riding a bunch of the run rides we decided to get lunch at this joint in New Orleans area, which was so good but who knew it would be $50 bucks for a simple lunch? Alex was sure happy though, and didn't want anyone messing with his slurpee cup. (No I didn't give him the slurpee, blame my husband)

Matt, Katie and I went to ride on Space Mountain which is a super fast and pitch black space roller coaster and guess who got stuck in the front? Katie and I did, we seriously had the snot scared out of us and we were screaming the entire ride! But while we were enjoying it John and Alex got a picture with Buzz Lightyear and got Alex a new toy.

Alex trying to pull the sword out of the stone.. he thinks he's such a big boy!

Alex LOVED the merry-go-round, it was SO much fun he was laughing and giggling the entire time!
Even though Alex looks funny this is a few of the gifts he received from Disneyland, his by far favorite place on earth.

Alex had so much fun and loved all the kid rides, I have to say by far Nemo, Winnie the Pooh, Small World and Pirates was his favorite!

Some of the Ferguson bunch hanging out of the back porch
We decided to leave a little early to go over to Aunt Darla's for a big family dinner for the Fergusons, which was so fun to have us all together even though I was exhausted. We ate, told stories and sung Uncle Steve and John Happy Birthday! In the middle of John telling a story there was a nice earthquake, it seriously scared the crap out of me and I was so grateful to have Aunt Darla next to me. I think everyone was pretty calm and collective and in the back of my head I all I could think was HELP!! It was my first one and John just keep making jokes and laughing, I swear I'd rather be around a tornado then earthquakes.

Cali

2009-05-26T09:02:00.000-07:00

Oh California how I love thee. You are the most amazing state beyond belief and pull in at almost first next to Texas my home.

I'm still trying to convince John that I need a baby palm tree
Our California trip came fast after we got home from Idaho, and the days up to it I was running around like a chicken with my head cut off. I've been trying to get a lot done for our sealing, dealing with getting my dress made and fittings, dealing with the caterers, getting invitations done and planning a short honeymoon type trip. But I also had to get us packed, get the dog taken care of.

We left at night, which made everything so much easier, I usually fly out in the late morning and I'm always rushed to get everything going. This time it was so nice because I was able to get everything done and go by the mall before leaving. I mean who doesn't want to shop before you go out of town? We actually just went to kill time because we got up to Salt Lake to early (which NEVER happens, we're always running late) and then headed to the airport to jump on the plane. I was SO thankful to have John it's so hard to travel by myself with a toddler! John and Alex played the whole flight, which went by fast, and I got to enjoy a book and a movie on my iPod. We got to stay with Matt & Katie for our trip and I was honestly so excited to meet them it's seriously like I've known them both for years.

Sunnie and Kirstie don't they both look fabulous! I can't believe SUnnie is due here soon and she looks SO good!

Kirstie, Tiff, and Tiff's daughter is she just beautiful? Ok joking it's the little girl she was babysitting!
Katie and I got up Friday to go to a surprise baby shower for Sunnie at Chili’s. It was so nice to have a girlie get together and see how shocked Sunnie was to show up and see all of us! She got spoiled with all kinds of good gifts!

That night we went out to dinner at this restaurant right off the pier Clemente in San and we had so much food I couldn't even eat or main course! Alex passed out during it all and we got to see the sunset sitting outside! It was beautiful and all I could think about was how I'd die to live in such a beautiful place like that.

Everything about these two makes me smile!
Saturday was a BIG day for us, it was Candi; our cousin's wedding. We got lucky that Matt & Katie offered to babysit while we went (which btw they'd make great parents someday)!! I got up at like 7am to do my hair, which turned out PERFECT until 30 minutes later I realized that the humidity killed it. We got to the temple right on time surprisingly and all I can say was how beautiful it was. John and I could never be so happier. After I helped Amy take pictures, which was fun yet hard.. I blame the sun completely because everyone did such a good job being patient! Weddings also make me nervous because it's a once in a lifetime experience and you don't want to mess that up! I'm not a pro yet ya know!

Isn't that the cutest thing ever? I loved how adorable they were together

I love this picture, both his parents are looking at him and he's looking at me!

The big family that I totally love, I really enjoyed spending time with ALL of you. I miss you all already!

Cambria and Kiera were SO adorable this was such a beautiful picture!
After that John had to go get a shirt because his had something on it and somehow I got stuff all over my shirt! We went to the mall and had lunch and lets just say that I think California malls are WAY better than Scottsdale everything I could ever want and more but surprisingly enough all I did was buy an outfit for the reception! Which was beautiful by the way I never knew you could turn a church culture hall into something so breath taking! The food was good and who doesn't enjoy MORE time with family, and I can say that most of my family members are some of my closest friends!

Jonathan actually swept Candi up and danced with her for they're first song it was SO sweet!

Us with Grandma Ostler, we miss you so much already and can't wait to see you soon!!

I seriously love all of these girls, I think we all look so beautiful here!!

Katie and I goofing off, hey we were trying to kill time since we showed up to early!
See I wasn't joking about shoving in all these posts, I can't believe I've blogged three days in a row.. miracle! Part two is up next!

Birthday Celebration

2009-05-25T13:20:00.000-07:00

Isn't he the most ADORABLE chubby baby ever, reminds me of Alex!
I love birthdays, I think they're a time to celebrate life and how you should appreciate it. This year John turned 32 and I swear to this day he still claims he's 30.. he's getting older (he's still young) but every year I seem to love him more and more. I had a few gifts underway for him this year, and if you know John he's hard to buy for because usually anything he wants he buys himself.

Alex has been amused for the last 2 days with John's balloons! Every time he sees them he freaks out!
Friday we went out to Teppanyaki to have his famous Fillet Mignon and Lobster which he loves so much, and on Saturday we cooked a crab dinner at home to enjoy, I didn't take pictures but I wish I did because there was enough crab for 5 people. Everyone really enjoyed it and after we opened presents early because if you know me I hate surprises even when I'm surprising someone else.

Lol, I love this picture SO much.. who doesn't love dog food right?

On Sunday we went to his parents to have a delicious dinner and his favorite cake. Strawberry cake, I don't think John loves anything more than this cake he asks for it every year!

Alex loves his Grandma! He loves to play with her every time he comes over, especially with all the golf balls she collects!

Although this is a short and sweet post (probably because I have like 10 more to get done) I think overall we all had a good time together for his birthday weekend! I can't wait to spend many more with him!

Oh.. and I'm going to be shoving a lot of posts in this week, I am SO behind I want to catch up and stay ahead! So don't feel like you've gotta comment just enjoy and read!

I'm still alive I swear.

2009-05-24T00:15:00.000-07:00

So, I'm not going to deny that I've been busier than I've honestly wanted. I haven't had anytime to even pre-write any blog entries, edit photos, or get things together for photo shots and birthday events. I never thought I'd honestly complain about being busy and I hope to find myself in a few days relaxing and enjoying myself..

So where to start? The weekend before last we spent time with Adam & Mandy while we went up to pick up our puppy. John and I had a busy day before we left and actually got to pick up our new car to drive up to Idaho. John is so excited to have it, and have no car payment.. isn't that great? We got home and packed and poor buster decided to chase after his bouncy ball and eat cement. It looks a WHOLE lot wore than it was, the first day and half was bad and then after that he did fine. We were lucky to have a dentist check him out and get a prescription to prevent infection! He looked great by Monday and you couldn't even tell he had much wrong with him at all.

Adam & Mandy have the BEST places ever to shoot pictures I am so jealous!

If you look real hard you can see Ethan as a small speck there on the left
We woke up Saturday to go out and spend a day hiking and sight seeing.. one of my favorite things to do (sight seeing not hiking so much but this hike was fun!)! Adam & Mandy took us to see a waterfall where I got some fun pictures of them and the kids, unfortunately the pictures didn't turn out exactly as I wanted because of the lighting (totally my fault) but boy aren't those a cute kids I HAVE to go back up sometime this summer and shoot them again Mandy!

And to think these to men use to play together and get in trouble as kids!

I honestly can't get over what a beautiful family Adam & Mandy have!
We also went to Shoshone Falls and everyone seemed to totally enjoy themselves.. we got have cherry medicine flavored snow cones and hang out in the shade. They took us to an amazing and when I say amazing I mean it burger joint that John to this day doesn't stop talking about. Lauren, Mandy, and I also got to enjoy pedicures that although they had no hot water there, but it was very nice and relaxing after a long day on my feet! That night Mandy and I went to see Ghost of Girlfriend's Past with NO CHILDREN!! It was cute ya know one of those typical Matthew Machoney movies.

After we got home to a house full of sleeping children, Mandy showed me how to make an adorable hooded towel while the John and Adam went to see Star Trek and I think she inspired me to buy a sewing machine!!

I woke up Sunday to a happy warm Mother's Day. We went to church with the family and had the most AMAZING coconut french toast made by Adam! It was SO good!! We then headed off to pick up the new addition to the family, isn't she just gorgeous? I was also flowered with gift the days following Sunday since traveling and gifts just to mix with all the craziness.

Now we're back home and getting acquainted to Lady and starting potty training.. not the funniest thing. But Alex and Lady became best friends over night, those two LOVE each other and I think they'd sleep together if we'd let them.

What I've been shooting.

2009-05-12T08:21:00.000-07:00

I haven't posted pictures that I've shot recently and I remembered it'd be something fun to talk about. I really really REALLY love photography. It's a serious passion not and all I do is think of photography and people and props and blah blah blah. Here are a few fun things I've shot lately, nothing to exciting but I'm still learning from my small mistakes. =]

I used John for a shoot and man did this picture turn out wonderful. Isn't he handsome?

I love this picture, the flowers were gorgeous and I was lucky to have perfect lighting

Froggy needed to be part of a shoot to show a fun contrasty feel.. Alex wasn't to happy though

Alex's adorable feet.. I love those shoes.

And this isn't much of a photo but it's a place for me to remember to do a future shoot..so much fun.
I'm going to start going a little fun a crazy for fun models and using future relatives. If ANY of you would be willing to do a shoot let me know. I'd shoot everyone but I need people in the area that can set aside some time to let me snap some pictures. I hope this holds you over some while I'm dealing with our new puppy and Alex, it's really like having two kids now but I love them both so much, I had an amazing time with Adam, Mandy, and the kids and a wonderful Mother's Day to top it all off.

Issues upon issues.

2009-05-07T11:28:00.000-07:00

So now that I have over 10,000 pictures.. I think I from time to time go through them to look at the work I've done and how far I've come in the last weeks/months. I am amazed and I am so glad I've taken advantage of the classes my teacher is amazing and I love how she teaches!

But beside that.. I found this picture McKenzie shot last October and I can't believe I never posted it, how adorable is this baby? He looks like a little statue, and I can't believe I never noticed it until now! I wish I could get more shots like this but it's so hard now that he's walking.

Oh.. and drum roll please..... dum dum dum. The winner of the giveaway is Amy!! Wahoo! I used random generator and they picked lucky number 4! Even though the rest of you didn't win I know I'll be shooting you guys sometime in the near future anyways! Amy I am so excited to shoot you guys or the kids, you tell me!

Please ignore pacifier.. another hidden one that he found in the car
This is what happens when you try to re-install a car seat that sucks. Yes we bought a lame car seat back when Alex was like 8 or 9 months old because he's huge and are now upgrading to a Britax thank goodness and will probably still buy another one for our new vehicle. Alex half dressed trying to drive, he was honking the horn and acting like a wild animal he was so excited. Is it time for a baby Jeep..? I always wanted one as a kid and I hope when he gets older I can get him one, those things are so stinkin' cute! Oh and about the new car, John and I shared a car for the last few months and boy did that stink. I'm so grateful we got another car that was affordable, to make life easier! Now I can do photo shoots all the time! Yipee!

My kid has gotten smarter, ya know that? I didn't think it was possible or maybe I did but how he got the top off the bath soap still has me puzzled. He poured THE WHOLE bottle out and then made a bubble storm, I can't even get the stupid bottle top off.. and when I mean he took it off he UNSCREWED the whole thing. Even though the quality isn't good I thought the splash was hilarious, bath time still is on the top 5 list of favorite past times for Alex. See the bubbles on the side, that's just the beginning of the bubbles brewing.. it got to be out of control within 10 minutes.

Oh and on a much funnier note, Alex still wears size 6 diapers... still. He's been wearing um for oh about 4 or 5 months now? Maybe it's not funny to anyone else but I swear the kid has lost some weight or at least maintained 25-27 pounds but he's still not gone back down to size 5. He's got his chubby legs and his big rump of a bum that for some reason makes size 5 leak and that's an obvious issue. They just fit awkward and not enough across the tummy, so I've just decided that size 6 works and I'm ok with that but everyone we know seems to laugh because they don't know any babies in size 6 that are almost 15 months. =] Buster is getting tall too, the kid eats like a 4 year old I swear and grows like a big mess of weeds. I wonder how long we'll last in 18-24 months, I hope long enough to enjoy all the fun clothes I bought.

Which reminds me, I thought I'd post a picture of this but decided against it. I felt that maybe if I talked about my issues openly I'd have wonderful support later when the few of you that read this are possibly out with me in the future and can kindly remind me to "just say no". I seem to have amnesia, every time I go out to the mall or store I see something cute to buy Alex. Well it's all summed up to the fact that he's got more clothes than I know what to do with and I can't take them back because I like them to much. He's got every color shorts you could need and polo shirts to match. Oh and how about shoes and accessories too, he's like a life size baby Ken barbie doll. I never thought I'd be able to say this but I emptied all the clothes that don't fit and his ENTIRE bar in his closet is STILL filled with clothes. I know I'm nuts and irrational and need help, trust me I know. But go back to that first main picture I was talking about (go do it.. up there ^^^) and stare at that little face and THEN tell me you didn't lean for some sympathy for me cause who wouldn't spoil a little muffin like that?

Sunny Days..

2009-05-05T07:15:00.000-07:00

So I've learned my lesson, if I do like 5 pre-written post I get lazy and forget that sooner or later I'm going to run out and have to play catch up all over again. Hey I've got a kinda crazy life right now and when I do get the hour or two to edit photos and get some post written I have to take advantage of it. I've been trying to get things ready for the two big weekend trips we have coming up. One to Idaho to pick up our puppy and spend time with the Adam & Mandy (I'm so excited to take pictures of all these cute kiddos!!) and then to Cali to go to Candi's wedding and spend time with the family. Don't ask how I'm going to juggle all this with a new puppy, dealing with my car issues which I don't even want to talk about (thank whoever invented warranties) and buying another car. Sheesssh makes you want to take a vacation just thinking about all of that!

And about the time, I'm never up this early to write a post.. I mean never. I always get to sleep in and enjoy waking up before my son. But lately because I've been feeling like the gum on the bottom of someone's shoe I'm always up before both my boys reading or doing computer stuff. bleh.

Anyways John and I took Alex to the park near our house for a fun little family outing. I was excited to get some fun pictures of him and let him roam around and enjoy himself.

At first I don't think he really knew what to think and about 5 minutes into it he realized he had free range to run around and jump and do all kinds of fun things! He really enjoyed trying to play with other kids who were actually kind of surprised themselves that he just jumped in and started "hanging out" with them.

One thing he hated... was the grass. The few times he fell he started to get so upset because standing up was such a challenge. I wish I would of got video of him because he hated touching the grass. He kept saying "ew" and looking at us like "Hello are you going to help me up?" Every time he turned to get up he'd get this look and put his hands up.

Despite this picture he LOVED the swing, he'd been on a swing when he was a little younger and enjoyed it so much! I was so excited to see him on this but the first few minutes I think he was terrified. After John made him laugh a few times he was roaring to go and man did that kid want to be swung high. He keep laughing.. I love the stage where they get those full belly laugh and can't stop!

He also tried to run around like a big kid trying to play on all the big play sets the park had. Unfortunately there were so many people there we didn't let him. I was to worried one of the kids would accidentally run into and he'd fall and a disaster would start. But we did let him play on the slide which was a bunch of fun keep saying "more more"! It's funny some days he's talking away I can't keep him quite and other time I can't get him to tell me a thing. I guess babies just do what they want when they.

I was considering buying him one of those little bikes that you push because he kept running after this little girl.. he was having so much fun with these dots too! I don't know what it was but he was having a blast. I think next time we go to the park we're taking the dog, our portable grill and some blankets and making a day of it. Oh and did you know they came out with this AWESOME high chair that's portable for camping and stuff! I'm so excited to get one! (Not that we will be going camping or anything.)

Here he is; buster brown eating his oatmeal by himself he insists to fed himself and as much as a mess it looks to be he's gotten better since I took this picture. He's so independent, and surprising as this might be he might be ready for potty training lessons here soon! Yippee!

Well don't forget about my little giveaway that ends in a few days.. I haven't had much time to do any blogging but I can't wait to pick someone! I also wanted to inform everyone that our Sealing Date has been announced and invites will be going out after we come back from California. August 1, 2009 is the date, John picked it because he feels the stars have aligned for us to get sealed that Saturday our wedding anniversary. Lucky us huh? Any of you that know you can't come for sure or are on the maybe--closer to yes PLEASE email me. I'm getting an early head count to work with the caterer.. bleh. I have future posts planned to talk about my dress and things. Everything I think is almost finalized and I feel somewhat relieved I was a big ball of stress for a minute there!

100th post already?

2009-04-29T09:33:00.000-07:00

Well because this is my 100th post I figured I'd do a big fun giveaway. I know sounds retarded because I don't have too many people that read this thing but I figured it'd be fun and I got the idea from Mandy. Anyways I'm not a very crafty person but there is one thing I am working on and it would benefit the winner and myself. I'd love to do some free photos for you! No matter where you live I'm willing to make a trip in the future to visit or whenever you come here and you'd get the photos and I'd get to build my portfolio! Sound fun? Well I hope so.. I'll pick randomly and the contest last a week so all your blog stalkers (oh and I know they're are a few of you out there!) who don't comment please leave me one some way or another so you can be counted in!

But on another note this is what's been going on around here:

John and I decided it time to by a Food Saver, especially because we've been buying more organic food (do some research about it, I was amazed) and we have a huge tendency to waste. We eat out a lot and we've both decided it's a good idea to cut back since we have a sealing to plan for. So we spent our Monday FHE evening doing this:

Alex felt the need to help a few times and had a fun time carrying a lime around and trying to open the bag. He's found out what a lime tasted like and kept saying more, more, more. Once I give it to me he looks at me and points and goes mine! Lol

Oh and you know I had to buy one of these little guys. I think subconsciously if I bought one I'd never have to see the commercial again and hey guess what it's been like 4 days and I haven't seen it once! I bought it at Walgreens and not I didn't get the dang Graty!

John has been hard at work designing a few web pages-- Yes even he is a computer nerd at times. I hope to help but I like the fact that he's super creative and such a hard worker. He also helps with a lot of my photography homework, I wonder if he'll get into photography too someday.

Me, well I've been reading.. I've finished 4 or 5 books in the last week, it's kind of become an obsession. Once the series I'm reading really grabs my attention I'm stuck until I finish it. I've also been learning a ton from my amazing Photography teacher who is so kind to me. I have more pictures to post of what I did my last homework session on, I haven't been posting my homework lately I realized. Also we're getting ready for two short but fun trips to Idaho and Cali.. boy I can't wait!

Other than that I've been kinda laid up since I've had about 2 or 3 procedures on my back in the last 2 weeks, I've been doing a little working out but other than that I've tried to keep it mild. I honestly don't want to lose anymore weight because the clothes I have are starting to get lose. I never thought I'd actually say something like that to be honest.. but I guess I just. I hope to get my back back to normal again someday soon I just hope surgery isn't going to have to be the fix. If it is well at least I'll hopefully be better!

Another week or so and we'll have a puppy! How exciting right? I can't wait we get email updates with pictures and videos all the time! They're all so adorable I'd take them all home, and they're getting so big!!

Back on track

2009-04-26T20:32:00.000-07:00

So now that we're techinically all caught up.. I'd thought I'd talk more about my son because I don't already do that enough you know? Alex is growing and doing so much more I could tell you he's doing something new everyday if I had enough time to blog! I was worried all that traveling and going places would mess him up (because that's typical right?) No.. not this kid he's stuck on a schedule and won't budge.

Alex has decided he wants to dance anytime he hears music come on, whether it be country, hip-hop, classical.. whatever. Why you might ask? I have no idea but there is a funny story to go along with this. I wish I had a picture of him IN CHURCH.. yes. Singing and dancing as the organ is going and we're all singing, it was priceless and I'm not going to lie I laughed and smiled all at once. In general it's cute but in Church was kind of surprising.. the kids just likes to jam I guess. I really need to catch it on video.

He throws his baby soccer ball to us and around the house along with other objects.. I think once we move we'll be hanging our TV to be safe. It's cute to see him with it though and I think secretly it make John excited for sports here in a few years. The kid could play with that ball all day if we let him.

He's also discovered the disgusting toilet, I'm pretty good at keeping almost all the doors shut and seats down but John forgets sometimes. He's already had two incidents with "playing" with the toilet water and thankfully it was right after the maid came. But he still got a bath and scrubbed down because that's just gross.

One of the not proud moments that he also found a hidden pacifier.
I never thought this would happen either, ya know cause my kids a perfect little angel and all. He has unrolled almost an entire roll and carries and rips up toilet paper all over the house. I know for sure he'll be a pro-toilet house wrapper like his father in the future.

Here he is blowing me a kiss!
I leave you with this, the boy who can entertain himself and make himself laugh over something silly. The end shows what I catch him doing when he's trying to find something he's hidden..sly little boy lol.

**Please all the misc junk everywhere.. it was right before I had the house cleaned.
John wants me to add in there that the blogger upload doesn't do our camcorder justice. It's makes the videos look like crap.. those weren't his exact quotes but you get the idea.

Everyone wants updates on our Sealing and I promise in a future post I will talk about it.. I'm still trying to work fine details out!

I know we're a little late.

2009-04-23T10:05:00.000-07:00

We got home from Arizona at 4am on Easter and we literally crashed the minute we walked in the door. When I mean crashed I don't even think we took our clothes off and I still to this day have no idea how we didn't die. It was a long drive with it snowing twice and the fact that we were doing all we could to stay awake and make it home to pick Alex up on Easter morning.

We would of had a fun little Easter egg hunt, but with us getting a few hours of sleep we both were to tired and knew Alex probably could careless. He did get his very own Easter basket filled with Fisher Price Little People, a Mr. Potato head Easter Bunny and a bunch of blocks.

I think he really enjoyed it! He loves the blocks the most and has learned to throw everything he has when he's done with it. I think it's hilarious until he conked me in the back with a block and I realized we better kick that habit. That and he's learned how to hide things.. and with that I mean pacifiers, toys, balls and other weird things. I think he thinks it's a game but it's so weird because I find them in closets, under the couch and in drawers and cabinets. Silly boy.

I bought him a super cute out from Children's Place for Easter and even though we couldn't make it to church I figured he had to dress up and look darling just for that day! Everything I buy him right now is fitting a little awkwardly but it's because he's growing once again but at least I can appreciate the fact that it's not to small and he won't out grow it.

John snapped this picture while we were finishing unpacking and getting everything "back to normal". A highlight of this picture is that it's the last bottle Alex has had. We kicked the bottle habit a few weeks ago but didn't want to chance anything in Dallas or while we were in Arizona and let him enjoy it. He's bottle free and only gets his pacifier at naps and bedtime, soon that will be gone too!

Please ignore the girl in the background squinting trying to take picture of that adorable baby. I loved this photo because Alex loved to walk up and down the street and then actually try and jump in the street! He thinks he's mister tough guy now that he's running all over the place. I really think he's super proud he's walking and I can't believe he's been walking for over a month now!

After a few hours of relaxing we headed over to Uncle Jack & Aunt Michelle's house to celebrate Easter with everyone. It was so much fun to enjoy every ones company and actually celebrate a holiday with family! We ate such good food and Alex decided he had to be a part of all the action!

This kid loves strawberries... I mean he was taking whole chunks! He's starting eating everything we hand him whole, and would rather us not cut things up. Thanks goodness he hasn't chocked on anything but he just gobbles it all down!

Well even though I'm a week and a half late I hope all of you had a wonderful Easter!

Road Trip!

2009-04-21T10:49:00.000-07:00

Can I just tell you all how excited I was to get a short vacation with my husband? Even if I had to drive the 10 hours to Scottsdale it was SO worth it. John and I took tons of road trips while we were dating, and when I mean tons I'm not joking. We took countless trips to Oklahoma, 2 trips to Utah and back!

The hard part was having to take an earlier flight home on Wednesday and instead of it being wide open, a Delta flight had problems with it's plane and they moved everyone on to ours. A fully booked plane, I never felt so irritated in my life. But when we finally got home Alex and I were thrilled to see John, Alex was so excited and giggly it almost melted my heart.

We headed home and got Alex all packed for a little vacation at his grandparents and headed for to drop him off. After a fast goodbye (because if I knew I stayed to long I wouldn't leave!) I rushed home to realize John was locked out and he still hadn't packed. I was hungry, tired frustrated and ready to get this drive going! After we finally were on our way we played all kinds of games!

Yes what you are seeing is correct. We did barricade the door, I was too tired to find another hotel and so was John
Now let me just fill you in on our hotel. What a joke that place was, I thought I got a deal online when I booked and I was excited because I'd heard good things about it-- more like read really. I was so scared someone was going to break in I made John barricaded the door. I thought we booked our hotel closer to Scottsdale and I'd actually paid the wrong place. Biggest mistake of my life, we might as well of been in the ghetto. Sad to say when we tried to get the rest refunded they couldn't do it for some odd reason and we ended up being stuck there.. let's just say I will never stay at a Quality Inn again.

I love this picture.. it captured such a fun peaceful moment on an overcast day
John had originally needed to go down for business but decided it'd be more fun if we went together. We did get work done but we also had a really fun time together. We had tons of fun restaurants and fast food joints we loved. It's hard living in Utah and missing some good fast food, I almost never eat fast food anymore here it always just does something wrong to my stomach.

My favorite restaurant by far on our trip was Abuelo's, amazing Mexican which is hard to come by in Utah and such a peaceful atmosphere. I will say one thing though we ate at Cheesecake Factory and it was HORRIBLE. The service was ridiculous, and they sat us next to people having a party outside. No big deal right? Well after seeing 4 people with cameras taking pictures WITH THE FLASH I started going nuts. They took over 200 pictures in 5 minutes.. and this lasted 35 minutes long. They could of put the blinds down since it was night right? All the manager could do is come over after we finished our meal and ask if we wanted to be moved. Rude right? Not even "Can we give you a free dessert" or do something to make the experience better, we told our waitress at the beginning of our freaking meal, It had to of taken the guy 15 minutes to come see us! I'd rather eat at Grand Lux Cafe any day even if it cost more I've always got amazing food and the best service, who wouldn't pay more for a better overall experience?

Oh but that's not the icing on the cake, we went to iHop the next morning and boy was that horrible. I was SO excited to eat a good breakfast and relax, and our server was pretty nice. John and I ordered the Breakfast Sampler like always (we're creatures of habit) and some biscuit and gravy.. that was a mistake. I go to take a bite and THANK GOODNESS I looked at my food before I ate it. There was mold.. right on the biscuit. Lets just say I don't think I'll ever eat there again.

But lets focus on the positives

For some reason I thought this was hilarious and was SO glad John paid cash for gas.
We spent a few hours at Fashion Square Mall which was AMAZING, I couldn't help but buy a few things but I must say I was very proud of myself. I spent a considerable less amount then I expected and bought Alex nothing. Which is a first.. and you'll understand that later in a future post. But I decided all in all I would not live in Arizona unless it was Scottsdale, I have no need for the heat but Scottsdale and by far a place I could see myself living. It was honestly the perfect city and I loved every bit of it and did you know they're getting a Barney's there at the mall, I mean that mall has everything I could ever need. *sigh*

But all in all it was an amazing trip. On our way out we stopped by the Outlets which was amazing, I loved the BCBG store and couldn't believe they had a nice Harry & David store! I realized it was such a wonderful trip to be alone with my husband and enjoy his company. I actually missed Alex about 3 hours into the trip when I walked into a gas station bathroom and saw a changing table wondering if I should change my baby who wasn't with me. But I think I handled it pretty well all in all, I mean I didn't get a vacation for over a year since he'd been born!

If you can't tell I really didn't take many picture while I was there because I didn't want to lug my Nikon around with my purse and other stuff, but we did stop in random areas so I could get some beautiful shots of the cactus and sky. The one thing that did surprise both John and I was how beautiful the drive was. We didn't get a chance to really notice since we drove there during the night time, but boy was the daytime beautiful. We even got stuck in a white out, not once but twice!

A little surprised to see us
Alex didn't know what to think when we went to pick him up on Easter. I think he was a little upset with me more than anyone because I was the one who dropped him off. But he warmed up quite quickly and you could tell he really enjoyed himself with Grandma & Grandpa. I think him and Daisy even warmed up to each other and I was so surprised! All in all I got an amazing report from Grandma that he slept well, ate well and sure did play well. He learned to shake his finger when he says "no-no" (so hilarious) say "i like this", "i want this" , dog and other things. I also noticed his walking and running got a whole lot better too. I think he was even happier when we got home and he saw all the things we brought back for him.. he's so completely spoiled.

You have to blow this picture up to really appreciate it, I thought it was breath taking and I loved every moment of it. We were at a pretty high elevation and I took this from the car when we were on the highway. Yes, the car I can't believe it came out so well!

Well I feel good to be ALMOST caught up.. I still have a few more posts and then we can get into present time!

H-Town

2009-04-17T14:37:00.000-07:00

Houston, it's been years since I've been. I use to go visit my grandfather and also go with an old friend to see her family. All I can say is that town needs to get it's street signs and highway exits fixed. That or I'm a complete moron.

I rented one of these babies and all in all it was a nice smooth drive. I was shocked out how roomy it was and Alex loved the thing.. he slept the whole 3 1/2 hour drive. (I technically made it in 3 but I got lost)

I got this feeling I needed to have the GPS installed and pay the extra $10 whooping bucks a day for it. Thank goodness I did because all I did was get lost, I mean I got lost with some of the simplest written direction, and I felt like an idiot. I think I will be purchasing one from Costco because it never hurts to have a back up helper when you're husband isn't around!

We spent one night with my grandfather and step-grandmother (might as well be my grandmother) and honestly I wish I could of stayed a year. They're such amazing people and I feel like my grandfather can solve all my problems. He's so easy to talk to and always makes things better, I really think they enjoyed having Alex around. My other cousin is like 7 years old and I really doubt they'll be around to see her children. It made me feel so good to let them see they're great-grand son and get the chance to enjoy him!

There's Alex showing everyone that he knows where the fan is and wants it turned on.. he always says "ooohhh" when it's on
The next day Alex and I hoped in the car and went and visited my grandmother who I hadn't seen in a few years and introduce her to her great-grand son. Beaumont is a SMALL town and I didn't realize it until I was on this little highway the whole way and the biggest thing I saw was a John Deere dealership. It was nice to catch up with her and I even got to meet her new boyfriend. Who knew at almost 80 you could still pick up guys? Hmm... Anyways we didn't get to stay to long but we did get to spend the night.

I woke up early that next morning ready to head back to Dallas, I wasn't looking forward to the drive back because I only got 4 hours of sleep since I decided to catch up on blogs and facebook.. so tempting you know?

You can tell I'm kind of out of it and not all together but isn't Jackson so cute.. I almost tried to sneak him back in my car with me!
But we had to stop back by my grandfather's to say goodbye one more time before we stopped by and met Jenn, Jackson and some of their awesome family for breakfast. We had so much fun talking and we had to of been there for almost 2 hours and I was so sad to have to go! Jackson's pictures don't do him any justice! He's definitely going to be a lady killer and I couldn't get over those cheeks!

Alex loved Kellie; Jenn's sister-in-law and he loved her boys!

This picture is seriously priceless.. and made me laugh so hard I think I almost died. This is when you learn making you're son wake up at 8 AM Central time/ 7 AM his normal time is a horrible idea. Lets just say he went right to sleep when he got in the car and slept almost the whole way back to Dallas
Well that's all from Texas, I can't wait to be back there this summer.. next stop Arizona!

Where to start?

2009-04-15T18:26:00.000-07:00

Wow, I needed a day or two to breathe after traveling so much. I was seriously exhausted and I'm surprised John didn't catch any pictures of me falling asleep sitting up, drooling on myself or talking in my sleep.

Boy loves his slinky
Well.. where to start? I woke up Wednesday actually proud of myself that I didn't pack very much and that I was ready and out the door by 8am. A huge surprise because my bag is always barely 49 lbs (It was 44 this time.. big different huh?) and I'm always rushing out the door to barely catch my plane. The down side is it started snowing.. bad. I was in a polo and flip flops all prepared for the beautiful Texas weather and wishing I had shot myself. Can you just imagine stepping in snow on your bare feet? Oh.. it only gets better.

I bought this wonderful contraption because I knew it'd save my life. I actually honestly highly recommend it for anyone flying with a child. I just got a broken one, lucky me right? The wheel kept falling off... about 1254 times to be exact. On the airplane about 3 I was so embarrassed, the nice thing was 3 EXTREMELY nice people I didn't even know decided to help. I'm glad to know that there are still kind people out there. Alex feel in to coma as the engines clicked on and he slept about 1 1/2 and decided to play the entire time with me. He actually did great in his car seat, I was expecting him to be ticked and walk around the plane, but he was great.

As I got off the plane dragging Alex in his car seat to the front of the plane (Heaven forbid I use the thing pictured above^^) I hooked him in that contraption practically begging and pleading with heavenly father that I NEEDED him to let it work for 10 mins so I could get my luggage and to my Aunt's car. Luckily.. it did. And I do have to say in the company's defense they sent me a replacement over-night and since then it's been perfect.

All I could think of was how hot it was and how much I was ready for a nap. Every time I fly I get jet lag, regardless of how long the altitude just wears me out. I was ready for a nap. To be honest I didn't take much photos, I was so busy traveling and spending time I didn't even think about photos. I can't even believe I just said that because I always have my Nikon glued to my hand.

I went and saw one of my closest friends; Jessica in Dallas and her husband and son. I loved spending time with them and it was nice to catch up with her! I swear friends like that make me want to go back home, it's so hard living out here sometimes!

Jessica's son Braylon is SO adorable I want to just eat him up, I saw him two days after he was born, then 2 months later and now he's 6 months and so big!!

Bubby had such a wonderful time with Alex, she was calling me every morning wanting to know when we were coming over for breakfast. I know she already misses him and can't wait until be come back to visit!

Alex being the little sneak he is tried to crawl up and down the stairs of every ones house we went to visit. It was until he almost rolled all the way and still found it hilarious. As you can see in all of these pictures he looks happy and normal.. somehow down in Dallas he developed diarrhea, it was ridiculous and it brought me back to the day when I needed to carry extra clothes around. Not fun, but he didn't notice one bit.
He picked up a few fun things from visiting my family.

-Plays peek-a-boo with his hands
-Points at the fan and the light and says the word
-Stared hiding his shoes so he didn't have to wear them
-Tells people hello and goodbye
-Says dog and other random words
-Clicks his tongue
-Along with "is this" points to EVERYTHING and wants you to tell him what it is, from time to time he'll try to repeat it back

How he picked these up I have no idea, I've learned one thing though he definitely is learning a lot faster and trying to mimic us all the time!

I also spent some time with my cousins who got married back in November. I have a pretty small family so I was actually able to see everyone which was SO nice because we're all like brother and sisters. I visited with my parents and unfortunately my mother had to have two surgeries while I was in town and didn't get to enjoy Alex as much as she wanted too. Bad timing and hopefully when we go back she'll get more time with him! I promised not to take any pictures because she had surgery on her eye and didn't want the whole world to see her with a patch.

My cousin Josh who might as well be my brother, took me to Pappadeaux the most AMAZING seafood restaurant. It's hard living in Utah and not getting to eat crawfish, it's just honestly not fair. He's the guy I always brag about the does my hair and makes me look fabulous. He's technically Alex's second-cousin but we've bumped him up to an Uncle.

Coming up Part Two: Houston.

Like a kid in a candy store.

2009-04-13T10:39:00.000-07:00

I have so much to say and I can't believe almost two weeks later I am home in the comfort of my couch writing this. I had an AMAZING time in Houston/Dallas/Beaumont, and an even better time in Scottsdale. I'm shocked that I'd be SO ready to be home and get my life back to normal and back on a schedule! But before I talk about all these wonderful things above.. I thought I'd share something special with all of you.

A letter from the First Presidency came in the mail for John and I. Our Sealing Clearance, something I've waited for since John and I found each other and I became a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. I almost cried when I saw this because I'd been checking the mail daily for the last 6 weeks hoping this letter would come.

I hid the address, cause this is on the internet and all!
I came home after my flight Wednesday and got all the mail from our PO Box and from our personal mailbox and schemed through it and must of passed it. We were actually driving home from our Aunt and Uncle's from a wonderful dinner for Easter with family when I actually mentioned it. This wasn't the first in the past 6 weeks I'd brought it up, and I was wondering why it hadn't come, I couldn't understand why it was taking so long! It was something I'd been dying for and I wanted to set a date, get plans on my dress started and send out invitations!

Low and behold it was sitting in the huge pile of mail I had yet to open... and when I saw it I nearly screamed. I tore it open and got nervous.. opened the creased letter and there it was the word I'd been praying for. Approved. We got it.. and I can't believe this day has finally come after almost a year of starting this process, something amazing came from it. Patience. It was signed by the Prophet himself and his two counselors.. I feel so honored to have such an amazing letter in front of me signed buy such amazing men. I'm going out and buying a frame ASAP this is something I will cherish for the rest of my life.

For my friends and family that have no idea what I'm talking about, read the info that follows it will give you more insight. It's a brief understanding on the meaning of this ceremony. It's something so special and sacred.

"LDS faithful believe civil marriages are dissolved at death if they are not later solemnized with a sealing, but that a couple who has been sealed in the temple will be married beyond physical death if they remain righteous. An illustrative difference in the marriage ceremony performed in LDS temples is the replacement of the words "until death do us part" with "for time and all eternity".

Meaning for me is that I will be with my family forever, I believe that I don't just die, I have everyone I love for the rest of my life. Something that I cherish, ever since I found out I was pregnant I wanted to jump on getting sealed. I had always wanted it but knew it would take time and possible issues might come before us. It has taught me patience and in good times things will work out the way they are suppose to. All in all it was an amazing life lesson for me.

I'm like on cloud 9 and don't plan on coming off ANYTIME soon. We'll be sealed in the Salt Lake City temple and the date will come out soon along with other plans. =]

Totally a Toddler now..

2009-04-10T10:18:00.000-07:00

My son is growing up so fast I have to honestly catch every moment or I feel as if I'm going to miss it for the rest of my life. I can't help but get his pictures done all the time and I hope soon I'll be the one taking them professionally. He's such a little poser and seriously loves the camera. Cameras, fans, and cell phones. I think I'll be investing a little more into "distraction" toys for the future.

These first set of photos are my favorite, ok wait they ALL were my favorite but I love this outfit that I searched high and low for and put together myself. I went on a man hunt to make it work out and really enjoyed how he took to McKenzie!

Always sticking his tongue out at someone!

Even though he's now technically a toddler, he's definitely not to old to play "so big"

One of my all time favorites, how she captured this picture just amazes me

Still my little chunk

This was the second set of pictures that we did, I didn't realize I was suppose to bring another set of clothes, but did "just in case" something happened to the first. Luckily I did because I got more picture, the only down side is that the shirt was a little big.. 2T and 18-24 months can be a real difference. GRR Baby Gap get you're sorting in order, just kidding he still looks like a stud!

Even though his clothes look like they're practically eating him.. I love the location!

He gets so giggly when you try and chase him and tell him "I'm gonna get you" this is another favorite from the bunch

Still the typical face around the house and in a lot of these photos! There is a story behind this face that goes back wayyyy before he was even thought of

The last of the bnch in the studio, I had to have a cake to let him play with and snag a few photos of. Lets just say it resulted in him hating me for smooching it in his face because he couldn't make a decision whether or not it was edible. I really thought after doing that it'd be a deal breaker for him even looking at his cake at his party. Luckily I was wrong.

Seriously wondering why the heck that thing is in front of him

Loved the candle until he realized it was not something he could eat, then he got mad and threw it!

The end of the shot, about over an hour in and completely over it. Ready for a nap and bottle!

Well I feel in love with Alex's photo shot! i am so not joking he's a complete adorable chunk and I can't believe how much older he keeps looking! I compare all his shots and it amazes me how fast and much he's growing up! McKenzie captured exactly what I wanted and I am SO glad she's such a wonderful photographer. I honestly aspire to be as great as people like her, she actually did everything she could to make it so much fun!

Well this is the last of them folks, I stretched these out as far as I could and right now I'm in Arizona after a long flight form Dallas and a 10 hour drive here! I am SO lucky to have such an amazing mother in law who is babysitting my son to give John and I some time alone to not only do work BUT also play. I owe her and my father in law my left arm and leg for doing this at the last minute and being such great grandparents! I am SO EXCITED to go on a road trip with my husband and spend some quality time together.. this will be the first time with no baby! And I know I'll be missing him so much!

Lets just say I've had a busy/crazy vacation and I know it's not the last for this year or summer.

Oh we're doing it.

2009-04-06T09:59:00.000-07:00

More wonderful pre-blogged posts, told you guys I wasn't going to leave ya hanging while I was gone! Well it finally true we're getting Alexander's and John gift, a doberman puppy. I am actually super excited, I know that state of mind will disappear after I get to potty train and have another baby running around the house and destroying the place. But to be honest I'd rather have a puppy now that can destroy my townhouse (not my future home...) and enjoy the excitement Alex will get.

As we all know Alex LOVES dogs and can't wait.. we can't either. She will be ready in May to be picked up and was born last week on the 26th. We can't wait to have her as a part of of our growing family!! One of the little black ones is ours! And we're so lucky cause the lady lives right by Adam & Mandy so we can take a mini vacation and visit them too!!

Speaking of Alex, he has decided to start surprising us once again with fun new things. I've seem to notice more and more and I can't believe how he picks up on things so fast, I didn't know they're so smart at this age! It's like almost night and day from just 6 months ago! He's started to "blow kisses" with his hands when we say "Blow us a kiss!", which is even cuter than him giving us kisses. He seems to mimic us in everything we do, he likes to try and wipe his mouth and blow on his food (manners already! lucky me!) and he's really starting to point things out when we talk about specific things. He's talking more and more and telling all kinds of things and actually said his name the other day, he's a total chatter box and can sure talk your head off. But I think my favorite is he covers his eyes to play peek-a-boo, boy how the time has seriously flown by. He's already almost 13 months.. and I promised myself I'd give up the monthly updates of new things since now you can obviously see they're so many now!

He's also taken it upon himself to maneuver himself out of his stroller, car seat, and highchair. Don't ask me how he hasn't broken his neck yet but he does it OFTEN. The kid is sneaky too. I never realized why they had those stupid buckles on high chair and strollers... well now I do, I seem to seriously be kicking myself lately. The kid will do anything to just let us walk him around, if he walked as fast as us we'd let him!

But other than that we honestly can't wait to get a puppy, we're so excited to see Alex's face! Wouldn't you want one too?!? And I'm getting my butt in bed because I have a plane to catch tomorrow, I have a few more posts to keep you ready and waiting for my post about Texas!

Who needs a maid?

2009-04-03T10:50:00.000-07:00

So I probably need to say the following, I am a spoiled wife. My husband loves me so much that he gets a maid to help clean up our house. I know it's ridiculous because I am a stay at home mother and what else do I have to do other than take care of my 1 year old? Well since my major car accident in '04 I've never been the same and after having Alex I've slowly declined. We're looking at our options for surgery and running tests. I actually had to have two rounds of ESI (Epidural Steroid Injections) to relieve the inflammation because it's that bad before the can do the major procedures. (Which so far hasn't worked!) So I guess I'm blessed to have a man who loves me enough to not let me suffer and get some help.

But I told him we might not need one here soon since I've got someone who's a fast learner, and would rather me pay with yogurt drops than cash.

And this folks is Alex's best friend and when I mean best it's true at the age of 1 you can have a best friend. This is Patrice's son Issac who is about 2 months older than Alex and boy they're hilarious together. They always seem to not bother us unless it's a complete emergency (ie. diaper change, meal time, or bottle) and they play so well together. Especially now cause Alex has been walking for awhile they chase each other around the house!

New Things.

2009-04-01T12:37:00.000-07:00

With Alex's birthday, homework and running errands before my big trip to Dallas (Which btw I'm probably on an airplane right now!!) I haven't had a chance to talk about all the new things Alex is doing! He still the 100% percentile in everything the doctor said, which is still no surprise.. I just want to know how much longer that will that! Funny thing is he's wearing 18-24 months and sometimes 2T and I can't figure out why his bum and legs are so chunky! I can't even think about get 12-18 months on the kid!

-Pointing and saying mine
-Trying to take off diaper and run around house (not a fun one)
-Stills sleeps amazingly well 830-930 or 10 am and a long 3 hour nap, boy I'm lucky.
-Trying to do summersaults (no idea where that came from)
-When I Shh him he puts his hand over his mouth
-Loves to be tickled especially his belly button and feet!
-Saying a bunch of new things "is this"(what is this), baby, no-no (all time favorite around our home), oh, wow, and yum-yum
-No longer walks but rather runs
-Inspect his food when we give him something to eat (kind of a smart eater, I wouldn't eat anything if I didn't know what it was)
-Is a definite fish lover (crab lover.. expensive taste!)
-Loves to play hide and go seek
-Has become a "tornado" when left alone, meaning when I come back to a clean room it's been destroyed in a matter of 5.34643 seconds
-Gives a huge happy almost over exaggerated smile when I say cheese and have the camera out
-Going through random growth spurts growing 2 inches at a time
-Has 16th teeth including top and bottom fronts, all canines and 4 molars.. geez.
-Likes to jump up and down when happy (dance as we call it)
-Gives me a kiss when I ask for one
-Almost off the bottles, and loves his straw cups
-Loves Backyardigans and Elmo

I know I am forgettng a TON of things, but this is what I come up with when I'm up at 2 am pre-blogged post and my son is sound asleep.

Extremely dirty but too cute not to show off!
I am so glad things are getting more fun, I really enjoy dressing him up now and buying him tons of shoes that I know won't last past 18 months! But how much long until nursery?!!? I can't wait to go to church and not have to walk around on my week of having Alex in RS! He's great for dad but when he's with me the kid just wants to walk around and play with the other kids!

I just got the photos from McKenzie of Monday night and I promise to post them when I get back from Dallas! They might be on my facebook first!

Alexander's Shot

2009-03-30T16:42:00.000-07:00

I used a wonderful photographer named Mckenzie Deakins to do Alex's first birthday picture. I hope to one day be as good as her after taking all my photography classes!

Here are a few samples of how cute he was, he was being a little stinker at some points but she made him look like it was easy as cake!!
Photography by Mckenzie
She really captured what I wanted and I've learned my lesson of trying Alex's clothes on before I put him in them. Alex had one outfit that was 18-24 months and the shirt was a little big. Oh well... he still looks adorable! And despite him not touching this cake he sure loved his birthday cake!

Homework

2009-03-30T10:20:00.000-07:00

Can I just say I looovveee the fact that I can schedule my blog posts? Because at this time I'm probably out of my mind after getting an ESI or Epidural Steriod Injection in my back to get ready for future tests. Long long story for a different post.

Well, I figured I'd share with everyone my homework and how I'll be progressing through out my classes. My first class was on Aperture and Depth of Field. I was asked to take 6 pictures in 3 sets of categories. Sounds extremely confusing, but I promise it's not and this is coming from someone who has a short attention span.

Storytelling f22

Storytelling f22

Singular-Theme f5.6

Singular- Theme f5.6

Who Cares f8

Who Cares f11

It's hard to explain the meaning of them all without making this post extremely long and boring since I always seem to over explain everything. But this is just a taste of the beginning of my work, I can't wait to look back on this months or even weeks from now and see how much better I am becoming!

So before I go out of town I have one request. I'm actually not looking to forward to leaving because Alex is on the PERFECT schedule and sleeps beautifully. He's in be by 8-830 and sleeps until 9-10am with no waking up or wanting a bottle. THANK GOODNESS but the best part is he takes a 3.5 hour nap from noon on. Is there anyway I can keep this going while on vacation??!! I enjoy everything being perfect! I even booked an late morning flight so he could get his nap and a super later evening flight back so he can been "in bed"! Any advice?

Just when I thought things were calming down..

2009-03-28T10:05:00.000-07:00

I'm a bad blogger I'm just going to go ahead and admit it. I can't even set up my pre-written blog posts up so I don't have to worry about blogging! After Alex's birthday I thought I'd be less busy and have more time to get things set up before I went out of town... nope! Here's the long awaited birthday day.. sorry guys =]

Part Dos:

After the zoo I was beyond exhausted but I of course like a good helper went back over to Libbie's to help finish or more "watch" her work on the cake. We took Alex out to dinner that night and went to Tucano's which he loves (he loves anything involving meat, cheese and vegetable.. oh and sweets of course!) On the way home I had to make a few stops at random stores and at a famous toy store to get a last minute gift or two from distant family members.

We then went home and I went to wrapping and stuffing bags and boxes. I want to first of thank all of my wonderful family and friends for coming! We had close to 30 people and kids there!! I was shocked at how great everything went and Alex loved all of his gifts, he made out better that Christmas I think! (That's hard to top you know!) Alex got so many fun toys he doesn't even know what to do with himself, and he hasn't even been back to Texas to get the rest!

This is about half of his gifts.. yes half seriously he's spoiled. But don't you love to lonely unwrapped basket filled with clothes? If it hadn't turned Spring and I didn't need to dress him right for the weather the basket would of been overflowing. Can I just say in my defense I didn't realize how much I shopped until I started wrapping? I started liked 3 months ago, you can't expect me to remember!

The amazing and yummy cake my wonderful mother in law helped me make!!
The big day, Alex was actually clueless. And for once it a seriously long time he woke up at 7:30 to tell us we needed to get a move on. Oh did I forget to mention I barely made the cut off for the food order for the party? I'm such a procrastinator..

We decided since Alex is running around so much and we were trying to set everything up at Libbie's we'd tie Alex up with a ballon and at least know where he was at all time. Boy that kids loves fans and ballons I swear he'd be happy with just that for his birthday!
I was afraid Alex wasn't going to take to gettting his hands dirty. He's like his sister Jenny in a way where he'd rather not get his hands dirty unless it's completely neccesary. I guess this is one of those times..

Loves to share anything and everything he has, and especially some cake for me!
Opening presents with all the friends and family! The kids were such great helpers and even helped out by playing with most of them and getting them out of their boxes so they'd be easier to fit in the trunk! I mean we BARELY got everything in the car, and even had to squish some in between Jenny and Alex.

I love seeing Mads & Hannah play with Alex! I love when he gets to play with kids, he loves to interact with them and it's so adorable. He's always trying to just go with the flow, what and easy baby.

And this is what's going on around the house now... plenty of toys to last a few months until he displays the need for new ones. (Hopefully a lot longer than a few months!)

^^^Notice the powder all over him, dad seems to always "load him up" way to much and thinks it's hilarious when he has a "powder storm"
I have a feeling that the next few days up to me leaving for Texas is going to be crazy.. so I have a bunch of pre-blogged things to talk about so you guys don't go forgotten!

**Oh and John had to have me say that we did do the whole "Dr. Seuss theme with plates, cups, table cloth and balloons. Ya know since I made a "big deal" and all. So not true.

Going in Circles

2009-03-24T22:00:00.000-07:00

The last week has been one of the most busiest weeks I've ever had to deal with in my entire life, who would of known a birthday party could be so time consuming! I figured I'd spread all the birthday stuff out in a few posts.

Part Uno:

Thursday and Friday involved the cake, I really wanted a Cat and the Hat cake and I knew the one person who I was lucky enough to have close by me and willing to help! Libbie aka Super creative lifesaver helped me design the whole cake. (To be honest she did about 80%, I just mixed cake batter and icing woo hoo) It was a two day process of trying to make him just right and me biting my nails that he might not turn out right! (Because of me not Libbie) But while dealing with that we got to spend time with Adam & Mandy and they're adorable 4 kids! We went to the zoo, which I thought Alex would love since last time he slept the entire time. Oh and he loved it all right for about 30 minutes until he hit the snooze button and almost the entire 3 hours.. lazy.

I think Adam & Mandy's kids are so much more fun to shot than my child, especially cause he sleeps during fun activites!

I love the fact that Mads always smiled even after the 500th picture I took of her.. and I swear she's a fast walker

Now Kate is so adorable with her fun and bubbly personality, I love the fact that she can talk you're ear off and still be so much fun!!

And we can't forget the oldest Ethan who seriously loves dragons and Lauren who has hair I would KILL for

Random shots of the animals that were there, I shot so many pictures I was amazed to see my card was half full after this crazy weekend! I of course had to use a bunch of actions in photoshop to spice everything up a little. I have tons of other pictures I want to post, and like I said I'm WAY behind. But the other ones are the ones I'll be turning in for homework for my class.

Happy Happy Birthday!

2009-03-21T08:13:00.000-07:00

Alexander's long awaited day, I remember this day as if it was just yesterday and I still can't believe that it's been a year already. It's been so wonderful and full of so much joy. I thought instead of posting all his new accomplishments I'd post my favorite pictures of the last year of his life.

Alex still in my tummy at 33 weeks, I swear he still makes that face when he sleeps!

Just out of mommy's tummy and already knows who is daddy is =]

A few days old hanging out in the "tanning beds" as we called it

Alex one month old and already getting chunky, at his newborn photoshoot

2 months old and still being adorable regardless of the fact he didn't let anyone sleep

3 months old and already trying to pimp the ladies

4 months old in one of my favorite outfits

5 months old and sitting up, as happy as can be!

6 months old and Alex waiting for me to come get him in his crib and attempting to stand.. happy half a year! ALREADY!??!

My 7 month old little dinosaur! Halloween and so ready to be done with that costume!

8 months old and always striking a pose when the camera is on him

9 months old and royally being spoiled, ahh Christmas

10 months old and went from crawling to standing within days, definitely being a little rascal

11 months old and doing so many different things, always sticking his tongue out and being silly

12 months old and moving from baby to toddler and growing big!!
We're excited about having a wonderful time with friends and family at his big party and enjoy all the fun gifts he will be getting. If you're wondering why the pictures look funny, I'm practicing my photo editing skills and used some fun actions to give my pictures a pop, I wanted to add bordes and all kind of things but things are still crazy around here. I have tons more to post and will have tons from the party! I'll get to use all my awesome gear and things I've been learning to do my first homework assignment! YAY!

Alex, you bring so much joy and happiness into this home and we love you so much. You are such an amazing big boy and more intelligent then I'd ever imagined a baby could be. I can't believe you've been on this earth for a year and I can't wait until we'll be sealed and be together forever. You're the best baby a mother and father could ask for. We love you so much and hope you have a wonderful day all about you!!

Loss.

2009-03-16T13:48:00.000-07:00

I don't know how much I'll be blogging this week, I had a bunch planned for Alex's birthday but after finding out some devastating news yesterday I don't know how much I'll get done. One of my best friend's mother passed away late Saturday evening in her sleep for no reason at all, I'm still in shock. I don't think it's seriously kicked in just yet, but I'm extremely beside myself with everything happening. I do have a few blog posts pre-scheduled and I hope to finish this.

Thanks for understanding everyone.

Getting a little messy

2009-03-13T10:37:00.000-07:00

Well a bunch of things have suddenly changed and had it's ups and downs in the last week. Some good, some bad and now finally things feel back to normal. It all started about a week ago when Alex had an "unexplained" dying need to eat in the middle of the night and eating like crazy during the day. The waking up was utterly exhausting and John and I were both taking turns dealing with Alex. I'm glad it was a growth spurt and him teething again, I don't know what I'd do if this became a regular thing. I've also cut his afternoon nap out which means he is in bed by 8-8:30 and wakes up at 9 or 10. He takes one 3 hour nap now, which lets me do whatever.

He refuses to walk and rather runs around the house, and when he falls he starts yelling and then gets up and starts it all over again. The upside is Alex is rolling a ball back and forth to us and trying to kick it (possible sport player??), handing me his cup when he wants more to drink, pointing and gabbing when he wants some of my food, and pushing certain buttons on his toys, the remote and our phones. He's saying more and more, and I'm starting to finally develop the unknown skill to understand him (I never knew how people could understand their kids when they mumbled words together)Alex is now in love with Disney movies and kid's educational shows. I get an hour to read while he watches whatever and enjoys it, and he's become so much more independent.

I love the fact Alex has a ton of hair I can play with it and do it now, and if you notice the big purple spot of his face it's from him falling after running. Looks a whole lot worse than what it is.
I've got exciting news for me! I start photography classes next week! I can't get into classes at school until Spring and I decided I just couldn't wait until then! So I found an amazing photographer who has a curriculum and it's exactly what I need. And she's affordable, I'm excited to actually get use out of all of my gear and all that money I spent. I can hardly wait!!

More good news is John and I both have a few trips planned to Texas and Arizona and possibly Idaho and California. I'm so excited to get some time out of Utah! I can't wait to get out and be in some actual "normal" weather.

You probably can't see the spit, but Alex likes to sit in the sunlight do raspberries so he can see his spit. Try clicking on it to blow it up
A few people have asked what books I'm reading and I figured I'd share them with everyone. I'm reading a Private Series by Kate Brian which is actually a really good book series. At first I found it a little vulgar but the more I read and the less I saw things I really enjoyed it. It's about a girl who receives a scholarship to a prestigious academy and she has no idea how her life is going to change. She gets a culture shock coming from a small town in Pennsylvania to being around a bunch of rich trust fund babies and gets to see a different kind life. 200 page book with short chapters.. I've read 5 in about 2 days. I've got another four to go.

The other is the Sookie Stackhouse series by Charlaine Harris, I haven't got to really get into it, and all I know is that it's another vampire series that started before Twilight and is a little more mature. I hear great things about it and we'll start it in the next day or two.
He's loves that he can walk, he even laughs about it.

**Note: This was taken about a week ago before the running kicked in. I cut the video up cause it was so long and I swear he doesn't always walk around with no pants on, the kid just takes them off... and same goes with his shoes, socks and hats. I think he'd take his shirt off if he knew how.

I'm so ready for a fun weekend and only like a week until Alex is 1! I can't believe the time is almost here! I have a little more shopping to do for his big day and would love to get it out of the way before Sunday.

Movin' and Grovin'

2009-03-10T10:23:00.000-07:00

I have had a serious eventful weekend the last few weeks, it all starts with Friday night and us going out to eat somewhere super yummy. I love going out to eat because I feel like I can relax and don't have to worry about what to cook, clean up and finding room in the fridge for leftovers that we'll probably never eat. (We're not leftover kind of people, even if it's amazing.) I love taking Alex with us most of the time because he loves to start a conversation with people and eats his own little meals. It's so much fun to have him eat with us now cause all I have to do is have him eat a small portion of our food and he hasn't complained yet!

John and I woke up Saturday and actually got to sleep in until 10, I personally thought it was SO nice that we woke up before Alex who slept so hard I swear you could hear him snore. We got up and dressed and started the day with getting my car detailed which the poor thing seriously needed! And then after started looking at a few car dealerships for a new car for our family. It's a hard process because we're looking for a specific kind of car that will fit our needs and for our future! We're still looking and the good thing is that we aren't rushed on another car.

We then spent the rest of the day shopping for me, I haven't seriously bought a good amount of new clothes for awhile for myself. Not that I need clothes, you should come visit sometimes I could give you a tour of how I've started to take over our huge master closet. But I felt that I needed a few new thing, and when I shop I refuse to not spend good money for good quality. I'm not of fan buying clothes from stores that I know it'll fall apart and I'm a pretty picky shopper to be honest. But I got a few great things and I think it's a great start for Spring until I can find other stuff. (I always seem to pick something up from time to time somewhere, but I don't consider that shopping!)

We then went out to dinner at Magleby's which is always delicious and I enjoyed a sandwich and salad which I was shocked on how great it was. Alex is learning how to get out of the high chair now and must be securely strapped and that goes for the same with the stroller. The kid is a master escape artist in the making and seriously can get in/out of everything. I haven't even taken a picture of what my house looks like when he opens all the cabinets and drawers and tear them apart. We also bought a new camera, actually John's camera. We almost had a disaster with mine, and to make a long story short he's going to stick with the simple point-and-shoot cameras. We haven't even used it yet! But I'm sure we will since I won't want to lug mine everywhere!

Speaking of cameras I think when I start school I will be way more than prepared. I'm looking for more supplies for my camera and have a lens and flash I'm dying for. I feel like I'm obsessed with taking pictures. I guess it's better than other things I could be doing with my time??

I'm in the midst of also looking for another computer, don't get me wrong both my desktop and laptop are fabulous but I think it's time I get a nicer laptop for myself. John usually works on our laptop the most and I'm obsessed with the iMac because of the 24 inch display. But I want a big laptop with a good size screen, and I can't decide whether I will wait until I start school or not for a Macbook Pro. They're so nice and sleek and would make my life easier since computer time is limited to me upstairs while Alex tears our room and bathroom up. But I guess time will only tell and if I find a good deal I might have to snag it. I realized one thing though, even though John and I can share we'd rather not.

Other than that I finished Alex's Birthday invitations and I'm getting them mailed out finally! I've had BAD luck with the post office and I just hope it gets better now. I also realized a little to late that I should of had a printing service print these because Fedex Kinko's was horrible and me doing it on my own wasn't much better. I'm still considering whether or not to throw 2 different parties for him, one with our neighbors and one with the family but I just don't know if I've got room at my place for all my wonderful friends!

Changing it to a JPG has distorted the image a little
Alex is walking all over the place, he is determined to walk away while we change him and church is a whole new story. He's SO friendly and loves to play with other children. I'm glad that he's social and loves kids but man he won't stay with us for anything! We have to walk around the church during sacrament and then he usually falls out for an hour or so! He enjoys trying to tell me new things, while I try to decipher what his "new words" are. He's still growing so much and I almost feel like he'll be in 2T exclusively here soon. YIKES! He seems to be staying true to form and just like John when he was growing, get chunky and grow a few inches, slim out and then get chunky and so on. Everyone is mistaking him for 18 months and keeps telling me how big he is. I still have to say I am so glad I don't have to carry him as much anymore! Oh and Alex has got 2 MORE teeth coming in, I remember saying something about seeing how many we could have appear before he turned 1! That makes 14!

This is what Alex does when I go out to the mailbox across the street, he always tries to open the door but he's not quite tall enough so he stick his face up to the window.. so cute.

We've got a walker folks.

2009-03-06T10:00:00.000-08:00

Can I just first off say how much I love scheduled posts? So it's happened, one of the two things I have been so excited about for months. Walking, Alex is all over the place now getting into everything. He's opening drawers and throwing things, trying to attack my cabinets (he hasn't quite figured it out yet THANK GOODNESS) and best of all he laughs and giggles the entire time. But with walking Alex has received one of his many accidents and cut the inner part of his lip open. He was bleeding and bleeding and my first thought was "Please don't tell me he's knocked a tooth out" and lucky everything is in there tight as can be and after a little water out of his "big boy cup" he was back to normal and walking and talking again. This is the first of many isn't it?

My second favorite thing I've been waiting for is talking, I've been dying to hear words and even though Alex started with the basics a few months ago I've waited to laugh at funny things he'd start trying to say. We've heard a lot of one word lately, and it's not from me or John folks. Alex repeatedly tells me "no-no" like he's critiquing my every move. He'll be walking by me and I'll pick something up and next thing I hear is "no-no". It was the funniest moment yet, it took a minute to figure out what he was saying and then it hit me when I told him "no-no" at his attempt to climb the stairs.

I almost shocked that he's almost one and I'm trying to "relive" every moment by looking at all the videos we've taken and all the awesome 5,000+ pictures.. (I know I seriously have some camera happy issues)

In other news, I've been reading up a storm and started 2 new book series. I'm falling in love with one and the other is in the mail. I've started a new diet that I created lol, I've kind of let down on my calorie intake and given up deserts and sweets completely (unless you count those AMAZING fruit bars that hit the spot from time to time) and been regularly working out and keeping my metabolism pumping. To my amazement with almost no work I'm losing weight! I feel so happy and confident about it because I was worried I'd never get back to my "old self" where I didn't need the gym 24/7 to stay slim. It feels so good to fit into my "skinny jeans" and wear all my clothes that I love so much. Did I ever express my love for clothing?

John is hard at work doing what he does best and loving Scouts. I've never seen someone so committed and involved, I think he works harder than me and I thought I was working hard for activity days! He really enjoys the boys and can't wait until the next camp out. He's also ready for a much needed vacation or two to see our families or maybe Mexico?? *crosses fingers*

That's about it, oh and I'm still trying to find the right classes for school and what school I want to go to. I'm going back and forth about trying to get student loans or not. I'm ready for an awesome weekend once again and getting everything done for Alex's party! =]

Things are changing around here.

2009-03-03T12:27:00.000-08:00

Things are SERIOUSLY changing around here and quickly, after having my cousins here for the weekend I realized my little boy isn't so little anymore. They pointed out so many things, I was absolutely shocked, probably because I take care of him ALL DAY and I didn't even know he was doing so much! Alex has grown over an inch and half in about 3 weeks and gained more weight!

He loves to drink out of straws, I mean loves it. Sippy cups and straws.. I've never seen a baby get so excited.

Kim taught him to stick his tongue out when he doesn't like something/playing with you, hilarious. I love to see him do it!!

He stands up when he's done taking a bath or if he's waiting for me to put him in. I tell him to go in the bathroom and I get the water started and he just stands there and waits to be put in.

Likes to help me clean, he's in love with the mop and wants a dryer of his own. He'd been in the laundry room for hours if he could!

He loves food.. I mean LOVES it. I don't share my breakfast/lunch/dinner he gets so mad at me, once we left him discover regular food there was no going back. I can't even sneak in baby food for the life of me.

Alex loves playing peek a boo and hiding cutest thing ever!
Alex is learning to share everything, he loves to share his bottle, sippy cup, pacifier and his toys. Who knew my kid would play nice with others! hehe

Alex is getting super confident about walking and is walking alone all around the house, he has almost got it down! We practice every day and every day he gets closer and closer. He loves to practice by himself! I haven't caught him on camera alone but here he is with the train that he uses to walk quickly, he even knows how to turn around and get it "unstuck".

Does this cute head turn thing?
This kid loves to dance! Always gets excited when music comes on.
He's saying new words like bye, and ya! He's becoming a jabbering machine!!

Loves to do his spitting thing and can't get enough of the bubbles, he seriously attacks them every time we get in the tub. I can't help but laugh so hard and fill the tub full of bubbles.

Things are changing around here SO much and SO fast. I can't believe it.. he's suddenly not a baby anymore! I'm so glad we've started Whole Milk, this kid loves to have his fluids.. I mean I'm going broke on formula costs! Oh and I wonder what the world record for the amount of teeth a 1 year old has, Alex has 12 and might break 14 by his birthday?

The Visitors

2009-02-27T10:41:00.000-08:00

Sorry this took so long but I've been so busy trying to do so much and I had so much to say so this is a long one. Last week was even more nuts, Thursday and Friday were seriously crazy for me I was trying to attempt to clean my house while Alex either followed along or tried to assist in any way possible. I had to get the bottom level done the first day, and the top done the second. Probably because I'm a HUGE clean freak and I had to do everything from mop to laundry. I was glad I did it though because I always like to welcome visitors to a nice clean home!

My cousins got in super late, Kim got in at 11:15 and Josh around 12:45 due to Dallas DELAYED flight. Let's just say it was a LONG night, and we had to go get a late night snack at Denny's. Another reason why Provo I can't wait to get the heck out of Provo, why is it packed at 2:30 in the morning?? And I won't even start on the rude and obnoxious college kids (don't worry not every college kid is that way) and the service was HORRIBLE! The food was cold and I've never ate french toast that tasted like socks. I am boycotting Denny's for life.

Who wouldn't do things like this after getting in at 3 am??

We're seriously not afraid of acting out in public on a regular basis
But.. after sleeping in we spent a full day up at Park City! I've never in my life shopped so much and I shouldn't be surprised because I had 2 people who LOVE to shop with me. Alex got a TON of stuff for his birthday, both my cousins and I had to buy every cute thing we saw. I love going up to Main St. in Park City with all the fun boutique shops, I could spin hours and a butt load of funny there. And to our surprise we saw Ray Liotta in a coat store, he is one of my FAVORITE actors. I loved him in Good Fellas and he's done all kinds of amazing work. But I didn't go up to him and ask for a picture because I can only imagine how often he gets that and how annoying it can get. But he did talk with John since they both had a similar coat in mind for buying.. I'm not going to say I wasn't completely jealous.

Alex over shopping and thinking it;s time for a nap.. don't you love that hat? I wish they had one that fit him!

Since my cousins are Rossignols who wouldn't buy things with your last name on it??
We shopped until the sun went down, and then went to eat Indian food. When Alex made us laugh hysterically and the whole restaurant thought we were looney. It was so funny, and you have to see the video on my facebook. We stayed up late and talked and had to catch up, it was SO nice to have family to spend time with. My cousins are more like my brother and sister, we have such a close family we joke around on each other like siblings.

That's Mr. Pro coming down the bunny hill and me following.. I swear I've never seen someone pick up a sport so fast!

Us EXHAUSTED I mean completely tuckered out. Can you tell?
Towards the end of their trip we went skiing, which was honestly not as easy as I'd thought it be. Right when I was about to give up I mastered the bunny hill, and my cousin Josh who was a 1st timer also, had me beat still. We decided to find a beginner hill and lets just leave it at I should of stayed on the bunny hill a little longer. I was surprised that I did so well, and I'm considering buying my own gear to get me to go more. My cousin is definitely in love with skiing and buying all his gear asap. Kim watched Alex the entire time because she doesn't like skiing and they fell in love with each other. She's going to make an AMAZING mom.. I've never seen someone so sweet and patient!

Alex waving for the camera.
The day they left we all went to Cafe Rio which they loved and Kim and I got mani & pedis cause I most definitely needed one. Alex got spoiled more and I got my hair cut before Josh left THANK GOODNESS! I trust no one but my cousin with my hair after the horrible experiences I've had in the past. And I've decided to stop coloring my hair since I love it natural... blonde is fun but ends up destroying my hair in the long run.

Their favorite part, seeing things like this.. the scenery was beautiful is all they could say
Going to the airport was tough, I hated to see them go. Poor Alex cried and I wasn't to happy myself, fun thing is though we discovered new things about Alex.. well I did. I figured I'd leave that for the next post!

Alex became obsessed with Kim and Josh and couldn't get enough of them! He's such a poser for the camera!
I was SO sad to see them go, but I can't wait to go to Dallas soon. I love being my family.. and I feel like we're getting closer to moving back there. Thank Goodness, I don't know how much more I can take!

Valentine's Day

2009-02-19T08:46:00.000-08:00

I'm a little late on this one but no worries. I love an excuse to do something special for the man I love whether it's just because I love him or because they're is a day dedicated to it! I can't get enough of Valentine's day and was honestly counting down the days until it was here. I never really plan things for big days like this, John always enjoy it and loves to surprise me. (I hate surprises btw) But we actually kept it simple and sweet this year because we knew if we went all out Alex would have a hard time being included!

Friday night my wonderful in-laws offered to baby sit my little munchkin so John and I could go out to dinner and enjoy some amazing food!! We went to Market Street Grill--YUMMY! Every time we go somewhere we always see people we know! I was chatting up with a girl I didn't know and a few minutes later after they get seated we see them seated with an old high school friend that John knew, his name was ironically John lol! We talked with them because we were somehow placed right across from them and then ordered away. After dinner it was pretty late, and we decided to go pick Alex up who was knocked out from having fun at Grandma's!!

John actually gave me my gift Friday, which was a tanning pass because who wants to be white and pasty? No just kidding! For some reason I've always enjoyed being tan and I feel like cause we never get a lot of sun here in the winter I need some Vitamin D! I also got 3 dozen red roses which I love, and it was because it was our 3rd Valentine's Day together. I just want to know what he's going to do when we hit 20.. or even 50 ! So I got up super early Saturday and went tanning while the boys were still asleep and ran and got the Jenny and the boys gifts! Oh and did I mention it was coming down with snow? The last time it snowed on V-day was when I was like 14 in Dallas. YES.. Dallas!

My sick yet very happy baby, there's his new funny face
I then came home to a baby covered in a rash.. yuck. His clothes got mixed it with some fabric softener and he was broken out everywhere, we went to the doctor to be safe. After finding out he'd be just fine and because he was acting completely normal we went on with our day. We went to buy Alex some birthday gifts and to get John's gift his pen tablet that he's been talking about for weeks. They were sold out everywhere and THANK GOODNESS for BYU Bookstore because they had plenty. We had to go buy Circuit City before they closed down forever and I was shocked to see how must stuff was already gone! We were investigating TVs, and then decided no because we'd never sleep with one in our room again. I had to go by the cameras, I figured all the nice ones would be gone and it's always nice to dream right? I then felt my mouth drop, I saw them add about 10 boxes of Nikon SLRs. Something I was hoping for on my birthday! I started looking at the D90 and thinking and wishing and hoping I could have it one day for school. Then John surprises me and buys it for me, I totally freaked and couldn't believe it I almost died!! (I must say this, it's part of birthday and v-day cause we never go THIS big for are special days.. we're not rich ya know! hehe) After that we went and bought John some new clothes and I swore to myself I WOULD NOT even think about it.. but in the end I did a little.

We enjoyed going out to dinner again that night and then just sat around and snuggled on the couch with some movies. Alex passed out early and we were able to over all have an amazing Valentine's Day!! I got royally spoiled and I haven't put my Nikon down ever since.. I can't wait to use this for school!!

11 months old

2009-02-18T00:25:00.000-08:00

I can't believe it's almost that time that Alex is a year! I'm really trying to get the planning done for his birthday and I can't wait until it's here! Everyone has been mentioning that I'm going to be going "all out" and making a big deal and I say.. nahhh. Ok who am I kidding? I'm trying to make this crazy looking cake and searching online for party supplies! I'm getting a little coo-coo over it lol. Here is the big man around here drooling cause he's got more teeth uh coming and is taking everything out in his way!

-Officially saying no to baby food and only wanting "big boy food"
-Saying Hi, Ma-Ma, Da-Da, Ba-Ba, trying to say wa-wa (water) and no.
-Starting to walk by himself some, still face planting a little
-Standing up by himself
-Getting the hang of crawling down the stairs
-Destroying a perfectly tidey home
-Trying to eat with a spoon sort of?
-Waving Hi and Goodbye (very cute)
-Dancing and pretending to sing
-Making new funny faces
-Eating more than I could of ever thought a child could normally consume in one day
-Becoming very clever, trying to do or "act" as mommy/daddy (GREAT!)
-Working hard to kick the bottle
-Turns his head to the side to be cute or to look around us
-Loves to give kisses <3

It's funny to see how much he's change even recently, he has a full on personality and is SO happy and funny. I love to watch him get into everything and explore the house even if it's a pain to clean up. He loves the dishwasher and the dryer and can't get enough of it. I can't wait until he walks full on all the time because I can get a load off my poor back, I'm just amazed how fast this year has flown by. I never would of imagined I'd fall so in love with that little man.. he's the happiest, smartest, cutest baby ever! He's honestly the love of my life, him and John. I'm so grateful to have to amazing boys that love me so much.

I've had a busy/crazy weekend and a busy week preparing for family in town, I promise to post about Valentines Day!

Love Day!

2009-02-14T19:09:00.000-08:00

I have to say that I never for some reason really go into John and how amazing he is. I love him so much and I still can't believe Heavenly Father blessed me with him. He's honestly my angel and my best friend, I love him more than life itself. We've been married almost 3 amazing years and I feel like every year together gets better!

- I love you for always being by my side no matter how easy or hard it's been.
- I love you for always cheering me up and putting a smile on my face.
- I love you making me laugh at all of your either hilarious or lame jokes.
- I love you for being an amazing father and taking turns with me when we have to get up with him when he's sick.
- I love you for working hard to give us everything we could ever need or want!
- I love you for making me a better person that I am today.
- I love you for you, everything inside in out. You're amazing and the love of my life.

You're mine for forever and ever and I wouldn't have it any other way. xoxo

Spring Cleaning..

2009-02-09T18:47:00.000-08:00

So I have totally decided to start Spring Cleaning.. I figured if I finally started maybe it'd actually start looking a lot more like Spring outside! We have so much junk that I have collected since we have been married, or stuff that John "thinks" we need. I am donating a ton of stuff to D.I. and whatever is worth using I'm selling on craigslist and KSL. I couldn't believe all the stuff I've found that I didn't even know we had! I totally have to post pictures in another post of all this ridiculous stuff I own and definitely don't need.

Alex is completely in love with his new toys now, guess it took a few days for him to realize that there is so much stuff to do.. every time John or I go into the kitchen he goes to his and starts messing with the pan and spoon.. so funny! He's also learned to give me kisses! It's so cute and I think it's his new thing that I love!! He's also learned that if he drinks out of a sippy cup he can spit it back at you.. not one of my favorites! Walking is becoming a think Alex really wants to do, he gets so frustrated that he can't do it by himself.

He likes to squat now too.. lol. Sad to say Alex's BIG birthday gift won't be coming until probably this fall. John and I decided to get a puppy.. a Doberman actually and unfortunately the dog that was suppose to having the pups had a false pregnancy. So we'll be waiting a little bit longer, but I guess it will give us more time to prepare and the dog will be her in the summer! I am actually so excited, and I know Alex is too!

We decided to let him have a cupcake.. this is what resulted from it.

I also can't wait for V-day knowing John he's got something awesome planned like always and I can't wait! Oh, and did I mention I've become an ebay addict? I'm completely and utterly addicted, I feel like it's my new way to bargain shop and not have to leave the house. Can we say pathetic? Oh well, it's a good way to find things I've been dying for cheap!

Oh and I am SOO thankful that Alex's 2 new teeth are cutting! YAY!

Cruising.

2009-02-05T19:23:00.000-08:00

Their is a new movie coming out called Confessions of a Shopholic, and I know for sure they're talking all about me. I've been doing a lot of shopping lately. I've trying to get some of Alex's birthday shopping out of the way, I know it sounds completely nuts but I figured since I had all these coupons and all the things I seem to be wanting are on sale I figured hey.. why not? I promised myself that I would NOT give him any of his clothes early (heaven forbid he needs them with a full closet) and that all of his toys would stayed locked up. Ya, I know I went and did it. I bought more toys, because my kid just needs more and more things to play with, sooner or later someone is going to come over and wonder what our problem is and wonder where our other child is at. But good news is I've picked a theme that I'm pretty sure I'm going to stick with.. I love Dr. Seuss and every time I read it to Alex he seems to giggle. So I figured hey why not? Lets do that, it's fun cute and I can work with tons of ideas!

I've kind of had an disruptive week so far, I had to take my car into the shop for the check engine light. I've got to say to all of those people who talk smack about Audi my has been amazing. It had one issue when I bought it, and hasn't had one for over a year until now. It was of course had to do with the whole evap system (which is common in an Audi) but thankfully it was covered under my warranty! And not only did they fix it they fixed the annoying heather blower that started squealing a few days before.. my ashtray which for some odd reason wasn't closing and found the missing button for my seat adjustment! I was praying things would get better and one of the biggest worries on my mind was my car! I feel pathetic saying that when most people are losing their homes, or have nothing to eat and I'm worried about my car being in top shape. But it took a huge stress off my shoulders and put a smile on my face after 2 days of not having it and getting it back all shiny and back to normal. Oh that and Alex has 2 more teeth cutting, and he's been a big box of fuss starting at 6pm, but after two nights of figuring out what he wants, how he wants it, and when to do it things seem to be getting back to normal other than he's irritated. I wish I was as lucky as most people who had babies who only maybe had 4 or 5... heck even 6. Nope this will be 9 & 10, and knowing him he won't stop after that.

Alex has learned to love the toothbrush though, I never knew brushing teeth would be so easy! He laughs and giggles when I use it on him and even if I used it 10 times a day he wouldn't care!! I feel so lucky because i bet most moms have a wrestling fight with their toddlers to get it done. Gosh did I just say toddlers? Man.. I never thought I'd say that. Alex is also still cruising along, he's been doing it for a bit now and just keeps getting faster and learning how to go around objects. Sneaky is more like it, man he just walks and walks with the furniture as much as possible! He's still unsure about doing it by himself, and it's probably cause every time he tries he gets a a nice bruise on his head from falling. He's also found the need to dance, he does it on his knees and also standing.. both are hilarious. I promise to post a video of it.

But in the mean time.. I figured I show you how he's moving around!

Alex is doing this with all the furniture whether he should or shouldn't, especially the TV Stand... grr.

A whole lotta nothin.

2009-02-01T22:05:00.000-08:00

How my weekend started out--

-John packing for a scout trip
-Me sick (no surprise there I've been getting a mystery sickness for awhile now)
-Alex attempting to destroy my home.

It all started Friday afternoon and me waking up completely and utterly exhausted and nauseous. I haven't been sleeping well, and being nauseous and tired on top of it didn't help. John hadn't even begun to pack for his overnight trip and I was trying to figure out what to do with my night. But the time for him to leave came fast, and it was honestly kind of weird for me to see him off because it's usually me going out of town. I didn't know what to do with myself and I figured I'd do all these fun and wonderful things while he was gone. I had plans to go get my favorite food.. and ended up buying a shake for dinner at Sonic (I figured I needed a treat since I didn't eat all day), and watching my favorite movie.. changed tome and Alex seeing who could laugh the hardest with him conking out at 9. I then spent the remainder of the evening shopping on ebay (which has become a recent obsession, pathetic don't ask) and watching Pride & Prejudice for the 500th time.. by far the best movie EVER. They're just so meant for each other *sigh*

The weekend continued with me actually sleeping in with Alex, and feeling a bit better. I decided to treat myself since I had to hubby to spend time with, and go up to Salt Lake and buy myself some clothes and a pair of shoes which I haven't done in awhile surprisingly enough. (Ebay doesn't count! lol) I then found myself in the baby section shopping for Alex like I always do, I say that because even though he has a full closet full of things and he's finally actually able to stay in a set of clothes long enough I just keep buying. But I found an excuse since ya know his birthday is coming up right? Lol. My friend Patrice showed up with her son Isaac who just turned a year and is totally Alex's BFF. These boy LOVE each other and always do the most hilarious things together. We went around all day out running errands, and let the boys play in the cart and realized that when we go out together the boys want nothing to do with us. They'd rather play with each other and us not get involved. Can I even describe how happy I was??

With John returning from his trip at -17 degree weather and as bright as an apple I knew I'd be lucky to even go out with him on a date. I'll just leave it short, he enjoyed himself but ended up with his last text message that he'd loved me and thought he was freezing to death. But he made it home safe all in one piece, thankfully. Luckily he perked up even though he wasn't feeling well and we went out for awhile and got to enjoy each others company. I'm always glad when we get time together.

We thought we'd get him practicing young to drive ya know? And hey who does like Mario Cart?

Oh and Alex, man that kid is a handful. I've realized more and more that I need to just stop thinking it's gonna get easier. Don't I always say that? He's learning to stand on his own now and can for a few seconds and is almost to walking by himself. He'll only attempt to do it when something is a few inches apart, but it's hilarious how he shuffles his little feet. All I know is that he's getting so many bumps and bruises from his attempts I suspect people think I'm beating the poor kid. Oh and yes, I finally got sick and tired of him destroying my kitchen and our bedroom that I went out and bought him the Fisher Price kitchen and then door/house to go with it. Call it an early birthday present or whatever but I figured if he had a toy he could stand and play with and also have many things to keep busy he'd give me 5 minutes to get the dishes done. It's seemed to have helped so far, but he's still completely obsessed with climbing the stairs and trying to walk. He's decided to also chew and eat everything, he's still teething and drooling everywhere. I'm honestly scared to stick my finger in his mouth to see how the teeth are coming in, because I dare give him the chance to lock down on me.

He look entertained right??

There is that unmistakeable face again, that "oh ya, I'm up to no good"

I promise to blog more, I know if I blog every few days my posts will be shorter and more picture filled. I'm never good about taking pictures of us.. usually just Alex and from time to time John.

Oh geeez.

2009-01-27T10:57:00.000-08:00

Life around here hasn't been to wild or crazy since I'm learning to cope with my child who is a complete mischievous little monster. Alex really has become more of a little mischievous monster than ever lately. He's decided that when we take a shower now he needs to get in with us, clothes and all. It's cute at first because he pulls the curtain and plays peek-a-boo and gives you funny faces until whoever is in the shower starts to get cold. But that's not the end of it, he then pulls the curtain all the way to the end, exposing the entire shower and yourself in it. And he's now learning how to get in, he'll try and hop in with us which is more of a hassle than fun.

Doesn't that look like the face of a baby up to no good? This is the face we're getting all the time now.

I've been trying to get a bunch of things accomplished around here lately, I've been looking at classes for photography that I'm interested in. Trying to start a new blog which is kind of interesting, and also I'm actually trying to plan a fun valentine's day for us and get started on plans for Alex's birthday.. even though it's a month or two down the road. Can you tell I'm excited? John has been working hard and doing what he does best being an amazing salesman, and on top of that helping out around the house (amazing isn't it?) and still finding time to spend tons of times with Alex and I. Oh, and still teaching Alex things he doesn't need to be learning to do yet and causing more of a headache for me. I swear that kid is a fast learner.. I think he got that one from me!

And after a few weeks of John bragging about his phone, and me slowly realizing that I could use anything to check my emails and instant message without a computer my son is able to attack I broke down and got a Blackberry, Here it is.. my second hand man who helps solve any issues I have. I can't believe I just said that. If I don't know if I am spelling a word right I can check, and if I can't find a measurement for something I'm cooking I look it up. It's honestly a great investment and after selling my LG Dare I made 50 bucks back on the whole thing. Now who doesn't like a bargain for something they really want? I'm glad I got it over an iPhone because knowing me I'd be racking up tons of money on songs and games on that thing. And who doesn't want to get on facebook via cell phone!

David and Rachel came in town for a week and all of us got to spend time together. It was so nice to spend time with them since it'd been awhile since we'd seen them last. Rachel and I got to go shopping all day for baby stuff and find her some cute maternity clothing, which I actually would wear even if I wasn't pregnant! We all ate at Wingers (because Dave is obsessed with the place) And of course we had to play board games like Apple to Apple which I can brag that I won! And we played Spazz which I've never played and ended up with a sore forehead and a migraine! But it was good to see them and catch up, it makes me want to travel to see family more often. And of course the one time I have my camera and I take almost no photos while they were here.

Dave becoming a Blackberry fanatic..

All of us after playing Spazz, can't you tell they're all worn out? =]

Alex was way to excited to be able to be part of all the game excitement. That and watch us make fools of ourselves..lol.

This was funny even though the lighting was horrible and it's blurry it was almost like Alex was telling everyone he was going to conquer the stairs and nobody could stop him.. boy was that true. He practices daily.. only under supervision of course.

The weather here was starting to worry me because we weren't actually getting any snow. I normally could careless because I hate snow but since family is coming up here to spend time with us and go skiing/snowboarding I was hoping it'd get colder and snow again. Low and behold after wondering what the deal was we finally got dumped on once again. The weather here always finds a way to surprise me.

I need a vacation.

2009-01-19T21:05:00.000-08:00

The last few weeks have been a bet more time consuming and busy then I would of ever imagined. I feel like I could use a nice long vacation on a beach with an umbrella in my cup. Alex is now officially into everything.. and when I say everything.. it's everything. He's in the drawer, climbing on the dish washer trying to mess with the DVDs and the Stereo system.. and that's just a few examples. I literally don't get to sit on the couch and relax unless he's taking a nap or eating. It drives me insane!! I do love him but in recent view of the situation and me trying to find a way to distract him from either hurting himself (which happens a lot lately) or breaking something. He now knows how to climb all the way up the stairs and honestly scared the pants off of me doing it.. I literally had a heart attack.

In other news I've had bad things happening to me left and right. Guess who is yet again teething and got a double ear infection? I really wish I could say me, because the poor guy is miserable and so are John and I. It's never been this bad and after a 103.5 fever I've put this on the list of ONE of the worst things I've been through with Alex. 2 months of acid reflux takes 1st and will for the rest of baby/toddler years I hope. Good thing is though that after he got his medicine naps, bedtime, feeding and his mood all went back to normal in less than 6 hours. THANK GOODNESS!

I didn't know food was so exhausting.. I went to the bathroom during lunch and came back to this..

Oh and over Christmas vacation my stroller also broke, I feel extremely lucky lately. I love Chicco, everything about them until my stroller broke and I almost threw it into on coming traffic. I have to say one thing though, I wasn't very delicate with it and I should of known it was bound to happen. But I called them and I've never had more amazing customer service and have people willing to do anything to help. They sent me out a new one right away, right before Christmas and it got here the following week! I was so lucky and the new one is great.. I love how they did me right.

This new fancy thing has become a new favorite of mine, I had to retire my old diaper bag.It finally ripped and I started searching for a new one, I searched and searched and tried to find a good deal on a nice one. I found a Fleurville that I loved and just had to have, I couldn't pass up a cute diaper bag for a good price and who doesn't deserve to carry a nice bag when you have to put all your favorite purses on hold for a few years!

Walking seems to be closer and closer in our near future, I've been dying for him to be able to ride on this duck since I bought it.. It's the funniest thing ever.

Since all of this post took me about 4 days to write since we've got family in town and I haven't been home the last 4 days to do much I think I'm going to relax on the couch and play some Wii Fit, I know you're jealous.

10 Months Old

2009-01-14T23:05:00.000-08:00

Wow... I can't believe how much Alex is really changing, everyday I notice something new that has changed about him.

-Cruising around with his toys

-Giving us high fives & waving every now and then

-Can bend down to pick things up (hilarious)

-Size 6 diapers (not for long let's hope)

-Can sit himself up, which he's been doing forever I guess?

-Standing on anything he can find

-Drinking out of a sippy cup part-time

-Saying Mama and Dada non-stop. Possibly saying Yum and Bye?

-Clicking his tongue.. and still doing his spitting trick (thanks John =)

-Learning to shake his head when I say no

-Throwing Mini-Tantrums (by far my favorite)

-Oh and lets not forget climbing the stairs

Do you blame me for not wanting to do anything but rest? Between him and the Wii Fit I'm exhausted, and I'm on the hunt for a deal on a Britax, he's getting to big for his other "big boy" car seat. You never save a dime with kids.. I swear.

So while we're waiting..

2009-01-13T10:24:00.000-08:00

Well I'm still waiting to get back in touch with bloggled, I spoke to the owner who is awesome and they said they're doing there best to help! They even want me for a testimonial.. funny huh? I kind of had to half laugh and wonder if I'm one of their first pathetic people to do something so lame. But I figured in the mean time I'd update since there's it's not going to make a difference either way. I definitely want to say everyone should use them because it's SO worth it.. trust me I know first hand.

I want to make this a not so huge Christmas/New Years/More Christmas post.. because I had it broken down into a week and then after everything deleted I realized nope., not going to do all the work again to stressful. We're starting over and making it simple, that and I've got to so much to write about in the following few days I don't want to overwhelm everyone!

It all started off like this with tons of snow and plenty of bundling..

Alex deciding that he was sick and tired of being left downstairs, and he decided he would follow daddy up the stairs.

Christmas was great, Alex got royally spoiled like always and we're considering that we might be buying him more clothes than toys for his birthday. I really thought I'd never say that but, after everything he's got enough toys for two or three babies! Jenny got royally spoiled too, she got a cat from her mom, Game Cube..barbies, brats and tons of more stuff from us and don't forget the rest of the Aunts, Uncles, and Grandparents either. Her face was priceless, I think it made John and my Christmas this year. John and I got great stuff too, we never need anything and we're the type of people that if we want something we'll just go out and buy it instead of waiting until Christmas or Birthdays. But of course we found things that we both HAD to have.

Pictures highlighting the moments.

That's what goes on a lot now.. that and him walking with his toys. And you wonder why I don't post as often!

Priceless.. I look at this picture over and over again

^^^ Sad to say but those aren't even half of Alex's gifts. Man.. clothes are looking better and better for his birthday! Grandparents, family, and everyone I know you see that!!

Alex had enough of the wrapping paper tearing and we thought we'd just wrap him up in it!

Helping Grandma & Grandpa open presents!

Can you tell we are a little overwhelmed by everything?

We ended up having Jenny for a few days and enjoyed every minute with her. But boy I had no idea how hard it can be for parents with two kids that our 7 years apart, and they both wanted to completely different things. But we had tons of fun going out and doing stuff, she loved the Discovery Gateway. She also loved Mario Cart and became obsessed like us.

New Years came really fast and I was still glad to spend time with family. I love being around everyone and just enjoying each other and playing games. We started off by going over to Aunt Michelle's and Uncle Jack's to see Tiff and the kids since they came into town!

The boys we're so cute the entire time and Ryley was such a helper!!

I loved seeing Lacey and Alex play together, she is SOOO cute I wanted to take her home with us but Alex and Lacey couldn't stop taking each others pacifiers away and crawling everywhere!

Then of course we went over and spent time with The Migdat Family over at Dad & Mom Ferguson. We had so much fun playing games and talking about all kind of stuff!

Alex has such a big Ferguson head that hat almost fit him hehe

Tiff, always looking cute and stylish as usual lol

And now this is what is going on at our house, a whole lot of this. In just the last few weeks Alex is doing so much new stuff.. but I figured I'd leave that for his 10 months old update. But other than that we're enjoying are Christmas gifts, and I'm being obsessed over the Wii Fit and John is obsessing over his Blackberry Storm.

I like making my posts all combined like this.. a whole lot less stressful. I still have more updates but I finally got past the whole mess of Christmas/New Years/ Blog Deleting. Which I still find pathetic.

Ok I think I've just died.

2009-01-11T21:10:00.000-08:00

So I accidentally deleted my blog.. yeah I know I'm an idiot. Long story short, my like 5 pre-written posts are gone and I'm starting all over again. I used Bloggled (thanks Mandy.. I'd probably be crying for days without you) but it might take a few days of sacrificing time with Alex and John, and quite possibly my WiiFit.. to get things back in order.

But all in all I hope it'll all be fixed.. if not than it'll be a new blog for a new year.

=] Pray for me please.

Ok I'm just tired of it.

2008-12-23T17:11:00.000-08:00

I'm going to be very honest when I say this, I hope I don't hurt any ones feelings and I'm pretty sure I won't after shoveling snow and freezing your bum off. I'm tired of the snow, I hate it.. it's fun for oh about 10 minutes until it ruins my hair I spent countless hours doing and perfecting of gets my favorite shoes wet. But Alex sure couldn't be more excited about it! He loves to crawl over to the window and stand on his knees and look at it. He's got this obsession with standing and sitting on his knees.. help me please?

Blogging has been an almost impossible task lately, I was honestly lucky to get the holiday cards out as it was. I made several wonderful designs but when it came down to it I just didn't have to make them perfect (I have issues with that). Why you might ask? Oh just cause I have a baby trying to crawl everywhere.. like up the stairs!! It's so nerve racking I have to watch the little stinker all the time and if I so happen look away he's getting himself in trouble. Boys will be boys.. that's a true statement. Let me just mention that even though we planned on having children we never planned on buying baby proof furniture. So I'm realizing that everything in my house is going to be A. boxed away, B. baby proofed up or C. Hidden high high away. Why can't they just know better? It'd be just to easy that way!

Oh exciting well no so exciting news for me.. we moved to size 6. I tried a few other brands (tester from friends..thank you btw) and every size 5 fits the same (meaning doesn't fit) and every 6 seems to fit better. You want to know what the good news is? I'll be buying diapers online or possibly moving to cloth if he goes past 6. Aren't you just jealous!! Oh I know you are over there!! Please have pity on me, I spend countless hours wondering how normal people with regular babies live. lol j.k

We're extremely excited for Christmas.. John finally wrapped my gift after explaining to him I won't shake it. I don't do that really I swear.. I just have an issue about touching it ya know? Who doesn't! And I'm still waiting for one of John's in the mail and I'm getting extremely impatient. And Alex has already received a few gifts after I ran out of wrapping paper and got tired of him ripping them open and giving me the "oh but mom I know you love me.. pleaseee?" But other than that we're dealing with tons of snow like 6 inches over here yesterday and me handing out homemade cookies to my fellow neighbors. Oh by the way any of you who received those I tracked through the snow while it was coming down with a baby in a stroller! So if they're cold from being on your porch and not so wonderful I swear I tried. Remember I told you I didn't cook well. =]

Just in case I don't post again (doubt I will unless something exciting happens) I hope you all have a Merry Christmas, and Happy Hanukkah! I think I'll be back by the New Year!

9 months Old

2008-12-17T11:44:00.000-08:00

Well we're getting close and closer to a year old and it's just kinda weird for me to be honest. I remember Alex all small and tiny (even though it didn't last long AT ALL) and how I use to snuggle him and admire him. I still do that but it's not that easy when he's this HUGE baby monster in my arms! It still so amazing that this year has flown by for me, I feel like it's going by so fast that I won't remember all the wonderful things he's done. Alex is bigger and crazier than ever, it's like the kids hopped up on sugar and wants to run wild around this place.

^^^The new big thing going on
New Accomplishments
-Crawling everywhere and following us around the house
-7th tooth has FINALLY cut, please pray for me the 8th will soon
-Throws fits because he wants to communicate so badly (not a fun one for us)
-Can say "Ma Muh" for sure, and a little bit of "Dah Dah" I think, I'm still trying to figure that one out (someone owes me money..you know who you are)
-Has discovered the stairs and scaring the pants off of Mommy
-Upon discovering the stairs pulled himself into standing position (kid never ceases to amaze me)
-Still eating me out of house and home..
Here's a better picture with his face.

He's a little surprised I caught a picture of him lol. I feel like the times are going by so fast and I can't believe he's standing now! Even though he's still in the beginning stages, I really thought I'd more time to relax but it all looks like a far and distant dream. Soon enough the little booger will be walking and I'll be running after him!

I still wish I could still freeze time.

Snow Day

2008-12-14T21:44:00.000-08:00

We finally got a nice snow storm here, but I didn't let Alex play out in the snow when it was like 24 degrees here, I'm not having another case like the stomach flu. I can't take care of all of us with colds, but it was fun to have some nice snow.. and Alex loved all the snow flakes on his face!

Makes me all cold just looking at the picture!

Oh and look what little one prefers to do now, I'm just crossing my fingers work walking! I know it's going to be much harder, but then I don't have to carry around a nearly 30 pounder!

He's no quite pulling himself up but he'd rather us stand him up so he can be a big kid. And man Alex is crawling every where!! I can't leave him alone for one second without him following me or getting into something! I'm so glad he's mobile but I just don't know what to do with it! And baby-proofing, well that's all I really have to say about that right now.

P.S. It's almost 10 days until Christmas!

Growing Pains

2008-12-12T09:32:00.000-08:00

Well I have to say suddenly after John gave Alex a blessing all the kid has been doing is sleeping. It's actually kind of bizarre cause he usually sleeps normal ya know 12 hours or so at night and two or 3 naps. Well it's turned into 15 or 16 hours with 2 extremely long naps. In other words he must be growing cause he's eating me out of house and home, but I can't complain cause a hungry baby is a happy baby!

Did I mention I'm a compulsive buyer? I'm considering joining a group because sometimes I wonder if I need therapy for my issues. Ok maybe it's not compulsive buying but I have a hard time passing up amazing deals! Who doesn't right? Well I've been dying to get Alex the Fisher-Price Go Baby Go Crawl and Cruise Musical Jungle but who the heck wants to pay $74.99? Not me.. but I can't pass up a deal on Amazon for $30.99! I swore off buying anything else and am finished! No more Christmas gifts for Alex!

I hate that I haven't been blogging much, but I only really have time to blog now when Alex is napping or in bed cause he gets into every thing! He's crawling everywhere and pulling on the tree, taking ornaments down and somehow pulling presents out from under the tree and opening them! I wish I had a camera at the time but I was laughing my butt off!

Oh and here is the big fun update.. Alex said his first word. What do you think it is.... all I can say is it made me happiest mom ever! It was "Mum Ma" It took me awhile to really figure out if he knew what he was saying and if he understood it but every time he seems to reach out for me or get upset with something and looks at me it comes out. Now not all the time and that's why I couldn't figure it out. But after me closely watching it's happened!! Exciting huh??!! I wish I could make him say it all the time it makes me smile every time he does! I'm trying to figure out if he's figured out "da da" he seems to say it when John comes home from work and same with "ba ba" when he sees his bottle. But I am SO excited the communication has started! The unknown screaming for something was driving me insane!

Feeding has become an all day snacking spree by the way. Alex would so much rather to prefer to feed himself if it was possible, spoon and all. He feeds himself the big food but when it comes down to those itty bitty freeze dried fruit he gets so mad he can't pick it up! And if he finally does he ends up sticking his whole fist in his mouth trying to get the poor thing in there! Seems like he's impatient like his mother and father.. and wants to accomplish everything right away. I love the fact that I don't have to worry about putting his pacifier in his mouth, he does it all by himself now yay!

Alex seems to become the singer of our little family! When he hears music in church or at home he tries to "sing" or babble through it.. it's so cute! Please pray for me that Alex's two teeth will cut through they're almost there!!

Well back to more last minute Christmas shopping and getting the dang holiday cards out! I've been meaning to get it done and now it's down to the line!

But I thought I'd leave this for you to laugh at..

Sorry Blogger's Video Up-loader isn't working. Look at that crazy hair!! That's Alex performing to Britney Spears new CD, gotta love iMovie and Final Cut. Alex loved to watch this video over and over again of himself! As you can see he really wants to crawl to his toys and is seriously trying to learn to stand and the bath tub is a perfect place for him I guess.

Oh P.S. What do you do after size 6? I'm going to have to put Alex in them and I don't know what to do after he can't fit!! I'm actually freaking out! I'll have to tell the lovely story to go along with this another time..

Ughh... is all I can say.

2008-12-07T14:31:00.000-08:00

So I don't know how long this will be, and you are about to understand why..

The last few days have been HORRIBLE. And when I say horrible I mean, John and I both got the stomach flu.. and who had it worse? Me of course.. and I had it so bad I should of gone to the ER. I'll spare you the gruesome details because I know all of you know what the stomach flu is and what it's all about but let's just say I more or less lost 5 pounds because I wasn't keeping anything down and I wanted to honestly die. And I mean when I say ER I should of been there, and the only thing that was stopping me was Alex.. cause it was 12am and I wasn't going to screw his schedule up for the life of myself. Luckily John my wonderful husband took care of me and left early from work the next day to take care of Alex. He also got sick but by the time he did I was getting better so of course I returned the favor. He's so awesome for helping take care of me, every time I've ever needed him he never seems to fail me to help out in any way possible.

But who doesn't need help when you have a little maniac doing this all over the house?

Told you I wasn't joking.. the kid always proves me wrong. We've decided to buy him a jump rope and other stuff to shake so he doesn't electrocute himself. That's all I need is fried baby for Christmas. Oh and he's already attacking the bare Christmas tree. And please thank my husband for the lovely commentary because yes I had to catch him crawling a few times before I got it right, but like they say practice makes perfect!

We thought Alex was catching the flu too and it turns out he did, he seemed to handle it a whole lot better that us because every time he had the "nasties" he got a bath, which he has grown to love more than his toys... well almost. But on top of the flu, he sure is a little grumpy because not only does he have his 7th tooth coming, he has his 8th. Yes DO feel sorry for me, because if it were you I'd definitely feel bad. When they both finally cut he will have his 4 top and 4 bottom front teeth and next are molars. WOO HOO, what a trip that will be.

In other news we were suppose to do Christmas decorations this weekend, but since we were both sick we'll be waiting for FHE tomorrow to even start to attempt. My feelings on the whole thing is I don't really buy a whole lot of decorations because I don't find a need to until we buy our own home. Now don't think the whole place is blank, but I don't want the place packed full of stuff when I'm already cramped in this place. (And it's a great excuse to borrow my lovely mother-in-laws extra goodies.. nudge nudge mom) Oh and I shouldn't really talk because Halloween is FOR SURE covered since I couldn't help but watch John spend countless of hours at every Halloween store in town the last year or two, and becoming "best buds" with the owners. I'm hoping to buy a house by the end of next year, it depends on a few things such as if the right place is up for sale, if we are staying in Utah, when/where I start school, and if I preggers.

Oh and lets talk about presents, Santa has sure got my list this year! I never really have much to ask for since I always seem to get what I want.. wink wink! But I always get surprised with stuff I begged for and John said heck no! (I HATE surprises) hehehe But I got Alex a TON of stuff.. and it was all 50% off or more.. go ahead and say it, I'm amazing I know. And these are not like used, or old toys they're stuff everyone would want a deal on. I should really start posting about them cause you all deserve these great deals. But wrapping, I'm honestly the worst gift wrapper ever. David & Rae thank goodness you're receiving your gift in the mail.. and William.. Uncle John wrapped yours because if I would of done it you'd probably be swallowed in paper. I'm horrible at wrapping and am boycotting taking pictures of all the gifts until they're open! Oh and next year John gets wrapping duty dang it! Poor John thinks I do an amazing job, he always seems to make me feel good cause I'm a newbie to Christmas.. I really suck at decorating the tree too. It was kinda hideous last year. I need tips people PLEASE! All of your trees look amazing and I don't know where to start! I know this is last minute notice with us doing it tomorrow but I need to buy new stuff HELP!

Oh! AND DUH!! Gosh I feel dumb I went to Kirstie's Bridal Shower!! It was SOO cute and so fun, and thanks Kirstie for inviting me I love spending time with you and I am SO excited you're getting married! Especially to Brad his is a very cool, and nice guy btw! But the shower was so much and I showed up super fashionably late because Alex started to get sick about the time I needed to be there.

I loved all the gifts she got, it was more a lingerie theme which was a great idea!! Who doesn't love that stuff?!

Ok so this picture was totally priceless Brittany came up with a game for Brad to answer questions about himself and Kirstie and every time Kirstie got it wrong she had to stuff a Peep in her mouth.. haha lets just say she really doesn't have a big mouth! I wish I would of had more pictures but I got to caught up in it all! I had a TON of fun even though I was getting over sick I was so glad I could be there!

Ok.. well I'm going to get some things done and go to bed cause tomorrow will be a long day of chasing Alex around, praying he doesn't kill the tree and entertaining him. Oh wait and probably more errands as usual =]